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Ive tried so hard to let u go,but all my hardship were worthless because nothing seems altered.
Confused on how you managed to find the strength to abide with the dreadful consequences while im falling apart with no power left to endure...
Pictures of u just wont scarce away from my memories.
Its killing me softly and slowly.
Why must tis solemn fable be created?
Couldnt blame you to any of this happening fact because i was the one who was putting on a bravefront to put my heart and soul to this loveline when i knew it could end anytime soon.
You really caught me off guard.
Where did my knight in shining armor dissapeared to?
I wanted you here by my side, but it was just a contradiction.
I yearn for your affection again.
I know that your decision is set and i know that you cant reveal those horryfiying truth.
Chose to be oblivious and ignorant.
Maybe, ignorance is really a bliss.
I used up my precious time to ponder while writing on my school desk alone with silent cries echoes inside me..
why must this tragedy be happening?
Why must you let me go when it is the phase of time when i needed you the most?
Why can't i abreast with you like we used to?
I hold back my tears not wanting to show my sorrowful emotions to all my classmate.
Behind that smile lies a pessismistic soul.
You hated the word 'attach' while on the other hand, i hate the word single.
Lets be ''sgl yet unavailable'' you told me yesterday.
Why cant we just use the word 'unavailable'?
We r not officially attach from the start and you knew it yourself.
R u omsonent to commit for me?
Why r u so callous mean?
Im hanging by a thread now.
You told me that you'll always love me..so wats the pont of all this?
It doesn make sense.
And my heart is not convince that you'll be here with me forever like wat u assure me all this while.
Im yearning for your existance again.
From me who love you all this while.
To you with the sweetest smile.