boo.
im back again after a few days of dissapearance.
n err.
(0.0)


reflecting back on my past days.



weds.
met up wif ninie,ct,syafiq n amir to break fast.
wee.. (some of the guys were unable to attend bcoz of certain reasons)
its been quite a while since we last met up wif them n to have an extremely joyful time together.
everybody is busy with school and life i guess. boo..
we ate at ljs and den planned to go fer a round of sheesha at bugis.
the first shop we wen to was atrociously mendak n they need to see an 18 years old ic in order fer us to smoke.
pathetic. but fuunnny tho!
unfortunately all of us were below 18 so thus we moved to another sheesha spot.
the second place was 'heaven!'
its called NABINS. (should go people!)
they doesn ask fer our ic n we even received a free drink.
cool huh?
to add on the 'heaven' part,the sofa was comfortable too..compared to the first place which we hav to sit on a carpet.(on the floor)
syafiq,ceetee,amir n ninie juz wont stop tickling my stomach with their absurd act.
juz couldn sit still heving them around.
jokers in the same roof,what more can we ask for?
huhu.


















thurs
met up wif fazly.
he came to teban straight after school to fetched me.
sweet? nahh.. =p
we had buke at the hawker centre near my crib.
its been quite some time i met up wif him also.
so glad that i can vent all of my missing-ness towards him on dat day.
gee.
the mist between us was a drab at first.
but everything was altered moments later.
n yurh.
as the results=im happy!
sng cakap its not fun going out wif him if hes in a foul mood.
bleargh.
~he took his precious time to wrote me a letter which he showed me tat day.
but it wasnt complete.
i hope tat it will never be finish coz he told me tat he tend to vent all his anger anger by writing those werds.
dis means that in order fer it to be complete, he,on the other hand,on tat certain moment, is angry wif me.
i dun tink im able to abide wif this wrath anymore.
k boo.

we bus-ed to machperson n bus-ed back home.
everything went great n smoothly until faz missed the last train home.
i couldn think of any other solution bside asking him to walk all the way to teban so tat i cn acompany him fer the night.
but ..................bla3............................................
..........................bla3...........................................
eventually we r OK again.

*prove to me tat our love is as robust as before ..

fri
back home from school at 1 pm.
drown in lala land till 6 pm.
head to jp wif my sisters tinking tat deres a swensen branch at dere-but dere isnt -.- at 7pm.
waste effort n energy, so we took a cab to imm at 7.30pm
ate swensen at 8.15pm as dere was a long queue outside.
adeq,kakti n abg izan went home first while me n ya lepak wif ya's fren at 9.30pm.
back home-d at 12.30 am.
kol faz at 3.10 am.
wen back to sleep at 3.30 am.
sleep3...

todae
was awaken by kakti at 8 am.
took a cab to serangoon at 10 am.
walk arnd serangoon n found nothiing till 12 noon.
ride a cab to geylang at 12.15.
walk arnd geylang to buy kakti's,abg izan n syaf costume till 3.30pm.
reach home at 4.10 pm.

boo.
[okeh da malas nk type.]


IM EXTREMELY FATIGUE RIGHT NOW.
n where in the world is aidil?
gahh.

sometimes i wish that i could juz turn back the time n mend all of my wrong doings.
Egoistic agenda kept on emerging whenever im wif him n thus no love was being shown.
ive tried to frget him,seriously..but nothing seems altered, i've hurt him,he've hurt me too..but all of it happened yesterday.. we cud be frens. infact all of my exes is still my friends. i wish we cud be like that too...
i knew dat tis day wud happened..still remember toking to him about it a few weeks back?
='[
im acting neutral now.but whats the point of acting OK wen im not.
might as well i spewed it all here coz i juz cant abide to impart it to him anymore.
boohoo.
i miss bundaii effing much.
='[
i hev no intention of clinging onto u again.
deep apologies.







how i wish i could open up my mind n realised dat studies is extremely important as so tat i wont always be absent from school juz like the previous semester.
VP, Mrs quah, the discipline mistress, n even the unit head has talked to abah about our lacking of attendance.
i asked mrs quah this morning if she feels tat syaf n me can be promoted this year..
n her answer was yes if we practice,practise and practise eng.
i wanna be promoted to sec 4e again lurh.
help me bundaii.
=/


okie yee.
going to hev buke wif ninie,ceetee,amir n the bbb, tmrw.
tak sabar.
da satu tahun tak buke togeda..but we did celebrate mine n ninie's bdae.
lamer sei tak jumpe.
gahh.
hope you guyz n gerlz can cheer me up..



klah.
till here.
xD

boo.

syaf n me never attend school todae after two weeks of no absence.
my own self ache n my temperature's rising.
n gee it hurts.
lol.


ur name appears in most of my post recently huh?
ur friends has been labelling me n gahh it'll stop rite now kan?
coz this will be the last phase in my time dat im going to mention ur name anywhere.

i doesnt know them yet they took their precious time to read my stories n confession then start giving irrelevant comments.
sedih.
wth freaks.




spare me.


i'll tend to lose in every of your speech attack.
coz ure juz too good at werds..n who am i to matikan bdk 18 years old.
juz a 15 years old kid with no experience?
i am no match fer you.
i dont hate u n neva will.
tanx fer the roller coaster ride.
ours were the hardest n enjoyable ride ever.
i'll grow up.
u too aite.
c ya arnd bundai.

*every good things will end eventually.


boohoo.
=]

solemn-isation over!
now back to the carefree syuu.
ooooowwwweeeee! ~cheers,baby!

am still confused over faz yearns.
am still missing his absurd character.
am still terrified too ponder about the future.
am still in doubt of guys THO.

boo.

after having an arduous moment regaining myself..i finally realised something.
i feel that im like turning into a toy sia.
falling into err.
("okeyla..i like you! but bluekx! i dunwan to be wif ue..wee!'' =p )
its like somehow im trying to decipher wats inside his heart hastily or censure him without even confronting him erh?
gee sorrie if my wild guesses aint true.
however,frankly..that is exactly how i felt towards this 'sgl and unavailable' thingy.
boo!


oritey den.
strolled along the busy road of geylang just now.
it was sweltering n my throat was suffering from ''i am thirsty syndrome".
managed to buy myself a costume which immediately caught my eyes the moment i step a foot inside the boutique.
i hate 'baju jolok' sei dats why.
syaf n ya is stil clueless of wat to buy.
boo its white in colour tho but anewae i love it baby!
the whole family will be wearin white this year.
guess we gonna look sacred erh?
lol


i was searching fer hari raya songs-techno version.
n i came across tis song which is on air in my blog page.
unless if u pause it, u cant hear the soothing tone urh.=.=
so plz enjoy the song as to so tat u will feel the anxiousness of tis festive season.
gee.
n guess wat.
todae is the last 10 days of tis year bulan ramadhan.
dat means todae or any days between 1 oct will be the nite of malam lailatul qadar..kan?
may god bless u guys.
=]

im stil munching to this ramly berger when my stomach is alreadi on the verge of exploding..
so i guess i wont be able to finish it lurh.
soo..any takers? sape nk?
haha.
im just fooling arnd k.
takde keje.

n toking abt keje,
im hoping tat i can be accepted in ya's werkplace.
gahh.
my eyes is yearning to see m shadow n to hear his voice real life.
gahh!


okie.
the today's horoscope to all piscesian/
~If you spend too much time thinking about another person's motivations, right now, you'll only get overwhelmed. You won't be able to predict what they will do next, so why even try? Let them be them and just focus on doing your thing. If you're waiting for them to make a decision before moving forward, then you're giving them way too much power. Go your own way, and if they want to come along they will let you know. It's not healthy to depend on someone to any great extent right now.~

macam paham sei.
=/


klah till here.
aku maseh sraiynadnug bundai.
it is juz so hard to resist this feeling.
0.o

o.0...

Ive tried so hard to let u go,but all my hardship were worthless because nothing seems altered.
Confused on how you managed to find the strength to abide with the dreadful consequences while im falling apart with no power left to endure...
Pictures of u just wont scarce away from my memories.
Its killing me softly and slowly.
Why must tis solemn fable be created?
Couldnt blame you to any of this happening fact because i was the one who was putting on a bravefront to put my heart and soul to this loveline when i knew it could end anytime soon.
You really caught me off guard.
Where did my knight in shining armor dissapeared to?
I wanted you here by my side, but it was just a contradiction.
I yearn for your affection again.
I know that your decision is set and i know that you cant reveal those horryfiying truth.
Chose to be oblivious and ignorant.
Maybe, ignorance is really a bliss.
I used up my precious time to ponder while writing on my school desk alone with silent cries echoes inside me..
why must this tragedy be happening?
Why must you let me go when it is the phase of time when i needed you the most?
Why can't i abreast with you like we used to?
I hold back my tears not wanting to show my sorrowful emotions to all my classmate.
Behind that smile lies a pessismistic soul.
You hated the word 'attach' while on the other hand, i hate the word single.
Lets be ''sgl yet unavailable'' you told me yesterday.
Why cant we just use the word 'unavailable'?
We r not officially attach from the start and you knew it yourself.
R u omsonent to commit for me?
Why r u so callous mean?
Im hanging by a thread now.
You told me that you'll always love me..so wats the pont of all this?
It doesn make sense.
And my heart is not convince that you'll be here with me forever like wat u assure me all this while.
Im yearning for your existance again.
From me who love you all this while.
To you with the sweetest smile.

boo.

we came late to school,again today,after a few weeks of 'no lateness'.

i was late fer the 10th time this semester.

but THEY seems to exaggerate things,like seriously.

Mr Sami kol dad up to complain abt this fact.

it was pathetic okeh.

i sympathise some of the lower sec kids wen ms fun,with her angry expression,shouted infront of their face.

asking fer reasons which she must alreadi heard of..''bus late..cannot wake up..etc''

those reasons were predictable but she still insist of knowing it.

ey hello.

it was not their intention to be late..

who wud wan to waste time n made themself to be detent kan?(unless they are absurd,ofcoz)..

gahh.

geram seii.

need to serve detention tmrw.

2 fucking hours.-1 hour fer eng while 1 more hour fer being late to school.

was exempted from math remedial n was out going to city hall n fullerton area.

not to shop neither walk around to have fun but we were dere to watch an art exhibition organised by the art foundation in s'pore.

dere were some flaws here n dere but all of the pieces was beautifully created.

those art pieces really motivate me to become a better artist.

ceyy. lol. 0.o

here r some of the impressive work done.

pictures are not perfect.

they look superb in real life though.

back home juz in time fer buke at arnd 6.50pm.

im omsonent rite now.

=[

*this tedi bear was found in an unattended manner.can the owner plz report to urs truly asap.

it is feeling lonely w/o the owner by it's side n this tedi effing miss its owner..

owner name: m.aidil.f.b.k.

nick:landak,bundai,carnage,fast,jerk.

DOB:20 feb 1990

POB:elexandra hosp

College:Rp

inform me if u found or saw him.

bcoz he is 'WANTED' by urs truly..

boo.

okie takde keje.

gee.

till here.

gudnite.

xD

boo.

i am clueless of what to post actually.
so i guess the content of this post will be dull,bland,irrelevant,sick.
[okey ini exagerating]
so..people, u guys may navigate from this page right now.

Bleargh.

have been hearing alot of commotion abt vnm to syaf to nur.
kecoh sak.
syaf has reali gotten over him but idk why nuriha is still holding some grudges towards him.
gahh.
im glad tat atleast venom had manifest what syaf has been trying to decipher wen they were both 'intact' tho..
but it was 'one month too late' dun u tink so venom?
k peace.
anewae.
i miss listening to ur absurd joke tho.
heh.
xD


A7X IS COMING TO TOWN!!
why must popular artist come to singapore wenever im jobless or shud i say 'POKAI'.
walaoeh.
i wanna go laa!!
cnfirm gerek erh?
gahh!
tix at 95 and 110 bucks.($)
performing at Max pavilion spore expo.
for more details plz visit www.sistic.com.sg. =]
lol.
advertising siak.
haha.


school.school.school.
hasnt been skipping school since the term start.
guess me n syaf is really putting our heart n brain to focus during lesson nowadays.
espcially during english lesson.
math too.
gee.
n alas!
i understood all about the sine rule,cosine rule and bearing thingy.
some topics is a headache still.

n thus this means tat i need fauzee to tutor me in math just like last time.

thanx to him,i still remember how to solve the simultaneous equation which was a total pain in the ass.

we'll go out fer a mere revision soon yee.

xD

monster faz have a hectic schedule to fulfill today.

pity him but im convince that he will put up with the incoming obstacle no matter wat.

he seems so fatigue yesterday when he was at my house.

he doze off at my 'sofa' while playing the lappy,leaving it unattended with the switch still on.

he snored. his mouth was 'wide' open and thus showing his teeth.he perspire like as if there was an ablaze building a few feet away.

it was funny n cute.

n it was effing arduous to wake him up.

gahh.


klah.
till here.
im somnolent.
xD

gawdd!
i effing love my new friendster layout!
wee.
a pink skull was attached to the background.
but one sad thing is that all of my pictures was in black n white n thus we have to navigate it so tat the colour will emerge.
but wtv the matter is..
its beautiful mann.
i tink.
xD


Reached home at 2.45 am yesterday to see that dad was inside the kitchen preparing fer sahur while mum were sitting at the dining table waiting fer me n ya's returned. they didn scold or yelled at us like most parents will do. but we could see the dissapointed expression which they put up. a cane stood by mum's side. it was left unattended. seems tat the cane is not doing its job. it was supposed to move,whacking me n ya so tat red marks would be left behind on our skin.

me n ya was outside, exploring the night life in s'pore with Faz. we wen to vivo,somerset,passed by yp,orhard road and dhoby ghout. we saw many high maintenance singaporeans and tourist having a fun time drinking cocktails and beers. Loud music was blasted from pubs n ktvs.

thus,it reminds me of kl. Chivas cafe, the first ever pub ive been to. we drank,smoke n listened to the soothing remixes from the dj. it was one memorable experience.

blister arise like a troop of dead army on my legs. the pain was pricking my nerve n mood. i became frustrated n thus pulled a long face infront of them. i was not the usual syu. faz tried to cheer me up but i told him to stop. crazy.

okie.
skip3.
not intending to write an essay.
lol/

faz haven replied to my mcg..n im gettin freakingly worried rite now.
gahh.


hev not been fasting fer the last two days.
im lazy.*sin.


kla.
till here.
xD

im stressed.
face is suffocating with the emerging oily substance.. [eeuuw.xD]
i just cant find the charger to this fucking camera.
on the other hand, this also means that i cant upload all my new pictures.
pw8 is currently low.
i hate my english language. verbs..vocab..tenses etc.
i tend to get intimidated by other bloggers..they use superb english while im juz using all the basics. have been reading dictionaries and books but it seems tat my eng foundation is still as weak as before. how confident can i get to pass my english for tis coming eoy? will i get retained? i sounded pathetic huh. lul. but its true,my english is sooo weak. aku sedih. 0.0


im missing Faz all over again. Yearning to meet him today coz its been quite a while since we wen out with juz the two of us. im juz reflecting back abt the nolstalgic days we've been tru togeda. [these werds are meant fer him.only him.=]
days n days flew by..n i feel tat u r really dat someone whom i could pour all my solace n sorrow to. we've been friends ever since, i know all abt ur past. u noe all abt mine. uve seen my pesimistic side,violent attitude,sarcastic ways..basically uve seen it all. n ur the only fellow who know me more than others do. still remember the first ever time we met. u were dere,sitting all alone not wanting to join in ur frens in taking those neoprint. 'hello' was the first werd u impart. wif juz a blink of an eye, a few months pass. u came back asking about my well-being. i just broke up wif hakim.[we r frens now.xD]n u told me tat u had fyza. it was such a blow wen i find out tat u was taken. showing the sluttish side of me n u being the jerkiest person on earth, we ditched her. leaving her to rue on her own. u broke up wif her juz to be mine. from a7x 'warmness on te soul' to secondhand serenade 'fall for you' season,u was always there to bid me gudnite. we've been tru thick n thins togeda. cant believe tat we r still in hand n tat our r'ship is still as robust as bfore even tho we've broken up twice. i love you wif every growing days. n being apart wif u these days is always heartbreaking. [sounds familiar huh,coz i felt the same way too]. n now im so glad of heving u in my life. thanx fer bringing in laughter smile to this living soul.
ily,iny,iwy.


ok.
dabez.
xD

ola peepos.



deres birds flying arnd my head.(headache duhh)
effing fatigue heving to be in the school fer the 'whole day'.
math remedial was a lot of help.
syaf was thinking to skipped it at first.
but i managed to spewed some mini lecture to her ear n thus we reversed back to class.
ilovemathlurhh.-walaupon my results hev been bad all along the semester.
but i pass ca2 tho.
woop.
xO

Bundaii is currently by my side in my living room.

weee~

we had buke togeda a few minutes ago.

k IM out of werds.

n i need to complete the HeyMath thingy.

so.

bye.

xD

great!
2 more hours to go bebeh.
why the hell am i counting down the time?
its pathetic.
gee.
*stomach grumbling.(n it is loud oii)


school was okeh juz now.
1hr of math lesson..1hr of putting head on the table n off to lala land..30 min of relaxing the mind n spend some time reading some books...1hr30min of english..30min ft period..n 40 min of physic remedial..
n i juz realised dat i didn moved away from my sit frm the strt to the end of class lesson.
my butt were glued.
i didn even walked arnd the class.
woah.
lamer2 pantat bole flat seii.
lol.
mrs quah gave each of us a planner earlier juz now.
a planner erh?
wth.
it was for us to plan abt how or wen we must do some revision during our free time.
dunno why but i hate heving a planner.
stress taw.
coz i tend not to folow those planned activities.
n yeah.
received our e.o.y schedule alreadi.
first exam starts on 3 oct.
cepat ehk?
gahh.


*saw ninie while walking under the covered walkway to j.east entertainment. lamer tak nmpk. we chat. i miss her n ceetee laa.


currently watching the tyra bank show.
imagine heving a co-worker or someone biting off the tip of ur nose till u need a total reconstructive surgery...
seram kan?
does people reali becomes a lunatic wen they were fuming wif anger towards someone?
gahh!


didn hev a chance to met up wif faz todae.
so sorry bundaii.
iloveyoulots.
n i effing miss u rite now.....
=[

the sensuous aroma of the spicy curry coming out from the kitchen is tickling my nerve n patience.
gahh.
lapar beb.
oops.
=x

the last few daez ended up with an endless loop of wooo n weee!.
n i juz realised dat guys can be effing sweet or even be a pain in the ass at times.

okey.
reflecting back to the days ive been through.
thurs-received a haircut from faz after buke togeda at my crib. now my hair looks eery n weird. haha. i love it. hmm. (head nodding)
fri- faz became lunatic n climb up a rooftop at nuriha's block. (video below). ate buke wif faz n shalam arnd at my crib again. lepak3 wif him until the sky turned dark n late.


sat-fetch faz from yishun. helped him to carry his guitar n head back to teban. faz n shalam buke wif my family again. we ate pizza hut. (aku rindu bdak2 ph j.east lurh -.-)
sun-was planning to hev buke wif faz but last min plan nk kene buke umah nenek..-.-.....

faz name seems to be scaterring all over my post..

faz..faz..faz..

went head over heels towards ue..

arghhh..

bom.

im falling.

hahaha.

ilhsm.

k bleargh..
where the hell is dat venomous..two legged creature?
suddenly dissapeared out of sight n hearing.
i cant bear looking at syaf walking arnd the house wif that sulky face n solemn attitude.
ok bedek.
shes fyne now,i guess.
where r u venom?.
u reali caught her off guard.
gee.

i cant wait fer holidays lurh.
i wanna dye my hair.
i need more extensions.

i miss faz.
NOTT. (this is a lie)
xD

fcking asshole.
im drowning again.
the uncure wound was bleeding.
multiples excuses has emerged.

fuck.fuck.fuck.

xD

felt like theres something heavy trapped or sitting on my head.
effing headache sia.
ate two tablets of paraceptamol alreadi but it doesn seem to ease the pain.
gahh!
i wanna faint.

zzzZZZZZ.

SURVEY I'D STOLE.

FACT: About the person you fell hardest for?
errr...
WHAT: Happened at 9:00 am today?
lala land. huggging b.b.
ARE YOU:Wearing something you borrowed from someone?
nahhh.
WHAT: Is the last thing someone bought you?
a mc chicken meal.
WHEN: Was the last time you saw number 2 on your top friends?
soon as i open my eyes.
WHAT'S: Your current problem?....
to pass eng n get promoted to sec4e.
LAST: Person to lay in your bed?
me.
THE LAST:Food you ate?
cornflakes.
SOMETHING:You say when you are mad?
fuck sial? gee..
DO YOU: Delete people off of myspace?
naope.
FAVE:Drink?
sugarcane juice..
DO YOU : Crack your knuckles?
nooope.
DID YOU:Cry at all today?
haven.
ARE YOU: Ticklish?
not so very.
WHO WAS: The last person you talked to last night before bed?
ya n adeq.
HAVE YOU MADE:A mistake this past week?
guess so erh..
DO YOU: Miss someone?
definitely!
DO YOU KNOW:Anyone with the same name as you?
yup2.
WHEN WAS: The last time you really laughed?
yesterday. wif faz sickening jokes.
HAVE ANY:Regrets?
hmmm..who duns?
DO YOU USE: An alarm clock?
yup.
ARE YOU: Social or antisocial persn?
a little of both.
DO YOU: Have a tan?
no?
WHO WAS THE LAST: Person to disappoint you?
landak. =.=
DO YOU TRUST: People?
some.
WHAT ARE YOU DOING:Tomorrow?
nothing.
Had a loss recently?
nope. hope not.
Last movie you watched?
Prom nite
Something you want to accomplish in the next 5 years?
i'll be 20..so diploma i guess.
When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
wow. lol.
How much cash do you have on you?
20 cents. weee~
What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR?"
fucking "whore"
What's the last thing you said outloud?
huh?!
Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
nur-e-ha.
What is your favorite ring on your phone?
Bree! Bree! by Brokencyde.
What shirt are you wearing?
a long dress which makcik2 usually wears at home. heh.
Do you "label" yourself?
nopez.
Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?
im not wearing any.
Bright or Dark Room?
both.
How old are you?
im 15.
What were you doing at midnight last night?
gettin redi to slp.
What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
... . ... .. .. .... . ... buke.
Where is your nearest 7-11?
juz a few blocks away.
What's a word that you say a lot?
ntah erh...hmm..
Who told you he/she loved you last?
Faz-zy.
How many drugs have you done in the last 3 days?
juz 1.
How many rolls of film do you need developed?
i dun develop pixtures.
Favorite age you have been so far?
pri 5. 11 years old.
Your worst enemy?
dun need one.
What is your current desktop picture?
Barbie wearing a wedding dress.
What are you craving?
sec 4e.
If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
fly.in order to get to the million bucks.
Do you like someone?
yeup.
The last song you listened to?
in tis club-usher feat beyonce


k tc.
xD

gooood moornniing Buundaaiii!
weee-
woke up wayy early this morning..
reasons=deres physic remedial tat i need to attend too.
irritating erh.
seriously.
haha.
sori mrttc.
weee-

the sun had risen.
but it does not seem to b piercing tru my living room window.
im alone outside.
im scared.
okie lol.
hev been encountering weird nightmares lately.
so i guess tat i hev not been sleeping well too.
gahh!



OKIE.
sorry if i didn reply to ur comment faz.
gee.
its obvious that im clueless of what i wanted to impart.
boo.
xD

2nd day of puase..
yet i cant went through it like the others.
fucking shiet huh?
gahh!
but i still woke up to have sahur though.
lol.

okie meeting fazly today.
teman-ing him to search for a new job.
he asked for a resignation out of the pit of anger yesterday.
skip3.

just quarrelled with syaff.
it was about the previous post.
about the sentence..
''its FAITH i guess"
she tried to correct my english by saying that FAITH was unsuitable for that sentence and we should replace it to FATE instead.
wtf.
dictionary check=faith
–noun
1.
confidence or trust in a person or thing.
Both words is suitable kan?
wtv.



klah.
tc!
xD

changed to a new blogskin again..
OMG.
Its Audrey Kitching baybyy!
hehehe.
my song became RnB too.
sudden change,huh?
lul.


sheeesh!
past frens whom've been absent from my life came back or hev been texting me lately.
n its getting petty annoying.
espcially Apiz..plz..stop it..ur mcges aggravate me urh.
gahh!
n juz wana inform dat my pw8 is currently $0.00$
apologies fer nt replying to all of ur mcges.
peace.


owkey.
im back to being OK wif Faz.
didn expect it to happened.
our 'relazione' was still as robust as bfore.
well its faith i guess.
so glad tat his vengeance as a manifestation of anger receded.

"heh..i knew u wont stay angry with me fer long.
biasa ar..kate faz kan.. (im one forgiving person lurh..nk angry lamer2 uat pe sei..takde keje. -.-* n its not bcoz 'kate faz kan ehk' gahh!)
waakakakaka!!
know wat?i cried wen i read the msgs u sent in msn.... (dats the motive baby..to c tears falling down ur eyes..wakaka. evil laugh.)
=_=
haiz....
k truth is..i dunno wat got into me..
i was flaming and my rage was like an endless eruption..
haiz..
tink i need to go see a psychatrist real soon..
who knows i might need to start taking medication like toyol? (plz..ur not dat insane faz..n i didn mean tat toyol was gilerr lurh)
haa..

ermmmm...errrrr......
do i need to be on my hands and knees to beg u to come back?
cos dat wud be straining my knees, toes and my ego.. (egoistic agenda is on the rise..woo!)
=p
k wtf..
fer ur sake i'll do it..GRRRRRR...!!

im looking forward to buka puase one day.. (yurh me too..)
Hint Hint Hint..

wakakakakaaka!!
oi..!ape senyum2?ingat aku tk tau?sepak muker kau aru tau. (come slapped me again jerk..so dat i can do it too,again! xD)
MuaHAHHAHAHHAHAAH!!

dammit i wan u real bad ryte now.. (Syu pondering...)
k i know tis is kinda stoopid. (tau takpe bodoh! xD )
but i was at wraths end wen i got to know tat pram or watever his name is gave u a ride back home..
and u KNOW i hate dat.
now u owe me an explanation. (doned)
HMMMPPHH!! "

freaking lazy to reply to his comment or even step into his profile.
so dis is all the werds tat i wanted to convey tru dis comment dat he sent.
i guess.



juz realize dat my latest few posting was kinda long erh..
reasons=i wanna improve my eng people.
Help me u english geeks!
uat pe dpat distinction fer o's tapi tknk share knowledge kann.
gahh!
u noe who u r dear.

klah.
tc.
xD