why must i force myself to fulfil all ur wants?

why did i do tat stupid thing wen i noe it was a sin all along.

n now im feeling more insecure than u do..coz why?

u r juz a guy who wants to release all ur desperation.

why cant u respect me the way i wish u wud, the way i noe cud.

ive become the suicidal puppet living on earth.

i ask for it once.

yet u cant even lend me a helping hand.

but now,wen we are not even living togeda..

u come, asking me for anther tortures moment..

shud i giv it to u by forcing myself?

or/ shud i minus off wat u owned her n give u the remaining.

im confused.

go away.

n

dun come back.

*tats why i let u go in the first place.

u may call me hypocrite or even a bitch.

ive heard it enuf n im sick of hearing it again.

xoxo.

I HATE BEING THE CSR.

i forgot to wore my badge while werking yesterday..

n Anok told me dat there were a CHAMPS checker on duty.

i cud get fired or dissmissed seii.

Argh!!

wtv.

juz seize the day syu.

ow!

n i received my earlier pay yesterday.

tru cheque.

~quite impressive.

shopping la ape lagikan!

woo.

n dis fri nite pon kluar lagi.

bez nyee.

extension~Insyaallah.

n yurh.

deres like a lot of gigs going on ehk?

hakim ajak.

shahiran ajak.

wth.

sape2 lagi nk ajak??/

lol.

c if i hev the money k guys :)

yey.

niari keje.

wif ya.

Farouq n geng.

wee.

xD

N GUESS WAT.

i tink im into colours.

hah.

klah.

BYeBye!

xD