going to be 1 am in the morning......
yet i still haven sleep.


manerr bsok skola tak ngantok.
gahh.

haha.

chat.chat.chat. nyee pasal urh niie.
wee.
k bye.
xD

IM PROUD OF MYSELF!

reasons---

i hev not been contacting Faz for some days now.

yey.

noting extreme actualy but it is such a 'jump off' to me.

for not toking or nudging him is an improvement.

i am indeed ''better in time''

i wan our r'ship to be like me wif hakim.

like now, we r juz frens without holding any feeling to each other.

kan bez.

yee.

NOW.

i wan to concentrate wif my studies.

Os!Os!Os!

in order to get into sec 4e...

i need to pass this year-tis half a year up to 60%..

ive failed teribly last semester..gahh.

I wan a tutor.

coz i noe it will disastrous if i were to study on my own.

Arghh.

k.

the rangers wen out yesterday.

to-keppel bay.

the place is ow-so-wonderful.

(a great place to chill wif a partner.hees..x)

we lepak dere from 2 plus till 7 plus.

den smoochy left wif boifiee.

koochy.boochy,woochy was left stranded....

[lol.exagerating siak aku.] haha.

mist of boredom strike so went to some other places.

head to marina to meet up wif zuzu.

zuhairi is the name.

face to face wif him for less than 10 mins den he cabot.

says dat he got to go coz deres emergency.

reason kambing.

gahh.

at nite,wile i was online,he appears offline.

lol seii.

i wont bite u lar..takot sgt siak.

haha.

k.

didn meet up wif rynie too.

chnge of plans.

hmm.

klah.

im loving skul again.

xD

bYE.

Gahh.
juz came back from school after 1 hour of detention.
(actualy 4 hrs but we finish up 3 hrs yest)
cause of detention=DIDNT ATTEND SKUL ON THE LAST DAY OF SKUL,LAST TERM.
wth.








3a has a new form tcher.MENDAK. i prefer mr ttc than her. but well..lets juz giv her a chnce.
lol. mcm phm. she teaches english. so klau fail blame dier. OK.





ive extend my hair. those skooling at shuqun n werking at j.east ph wud hev probably seen it. k well. dis is how i look like now. xD









lesson learnt todae.

1. Hitler=Nazis
2. northern ireland=catholic n protestent. protestent always wins. catholic bcame poorer n more r jobless.
3. cannot draw the graph without the earlier no first.( wth am i wrting??)
4. poly is l1r4. jc is l1r5. AND I WAN TO GET INTO POLY!!!
5. if i wan to pass my os, revise from now coz wat im learning dis year is for my os nex year.

yay. atleast i've pay attention during lesson todae.

ader jgak bende yg msok otak. unlike last term. always bring back home an empty brain.

tu pasal fail.

seram seii.wa nk masok poly.

gahh!!

so tomorow is saturday.

meeting rynie.Syaf ''adeq''. dunno why she love to wanting to meet us.

hmm.

yurh n me n syaf met up wif amie yest.

cute stuff oii.

gahh.syaf dunwan to meet him alone. shes SCARED n SHY. wth. so she dragged me along.

la.....

klah bye.

xD *I WAN ABI CAN?*

didn attend skul todae.
im tired n sick.


bye.
xD

wow.
its been a long tyme since i last post.
wth.=MY ENGLISH SUCX!
gahh.
im searching fer an english tutor.
anyone??
gahh.

juz reach home from werk.. n not in a kinda gud mood.
werk was fun tho as usual.
atlast my pay was credited into my account.
pathetic.
extention.
TODAE. =YEY!


okey.
dunno how i will look like wif long hair.
but wtv it is..
plz money..plz cukup..
gahh.

n todae fauzee/ogy turn 19.

aww.

hepi bdae!

imyt.

niari ptg jumpe k.

hehe.

didn realize how close we were...................last time.

k bye!

xD

He tot dat he was neva gud enuf for me. n he tot tat i was leaving him and was having fun going out wif him. But all along i was thinking abt him wen i was out with him . He left me to b wif him. now he feels sorrow. sacrifising myself to b careful, he den tot tat i was having fun wif him. but no. now im walking home alone after he told me to go away. we fought tru the nite but the ending was blissful. im sori he/him. i neva wanted to lead u on. it was juz platonic. n he/him, u were always gud ebuf fer me. n hav alway been..

love triangle.

wth.

now im confused.

juz get outta my head.

*guess i shud juz sit still n ponder......

why must i force myself to fulfil all ur wants?

why did i do tat stupid thing wen i noe it was a sin all along.

n now im feeling more insecure than u do..coz why?

u r juz a guy who wants to release all ur desperation.

why cant u respect me the way i wish u wud, the way i noe cud.

ive become the suicidal puppet living on earth.

i ask for it once.

yet u cant even lend me a helping hand.

but now,wen we are not even living togeda..

u come, asking me for anther tortures moment..

shud i giv it to u by forcing myself?

or/ shud i minus off wat u owned her n give u the remaining.

im confused.

go away.

n

dun come back.

*tats why i let u go in the first place.

u may call me hypocrite or even a bitch.

ive heard it enuf n im sick of hearing it again.

xoxo.

I HATE BEING THE CSR.

i forgot to wore my badge while werking yesterday..

n Anok told me dat there were a CHAMPS checker on duty.

i cud get fired or dissmissed seii.

Argh!!

wtv.

juz seize the day syu.

ow!

n i received my earlier pay yesterday.

tru cheque.

~quite impressive.

shopping la ape lagikan!

woo.

n dis fri nite pon kluar lagi.

bez nyee.

extension~Insyaallah.

n yurh.

deres like a lot of gigs going on ehk?

hakim ajak.

shahiran ajak.

wth.

sape2 lagi nk ajak??/

lol.

c if i hev the money k guys :)

yey.

niari keje.

wif ya.

Farouq n geng.

wee.

xD

N GUESS WAT.

i tink im into colours.

hah.

klah.

BYeBye!

xD

was reading ceetee's n ninie's post...
HYRUL WAS ADMITTED?
argh.
plz get well soon yee.
=]


okie.
todae werk.
yay.
Everybodys back.
wee.

dis sat my first pay kluar.
Extension.
Insyaallah.

NO idea of wat to post actuali.
klah.
Bye!xD