hello.

tis past few daez realli stressful.
dunno if i can say it as stressful coz it is not exactly stressful..
alah idk lar how to describe.

me n nuriha was thrown into some tragedy.
it was hurtful.
it was sickening.
it was gahh!!

ive broken up wif him.
yesterday.
the funni thing is dat i was the one asking for tat yet i was the one tat cried.
infront of him sumore n so it was so damn HURTFUL.
i luv him so much yet in split second i told him to leave.
mate smpai bengkak oii.
accept reality rite?
but we r stil frens.
it was juz like last time bfore we even get togeda.
but i noe dat each of us has dis 'egoistic agenda'
so im juz hoping tat we can push the ego tat we hev n still contact like last like time.
coz...ok im out of werds.
dunno wat to write.
i wanna cry can?

tho i was so sick......yet........

i still wen for a drink juz now.
it was juz for an experience juz to feel high.
the vodka n tequila reali makes me feel tut.
but it was ok.
dere was an adult supervision tho.


im sick now n tmrw.
so dat means dat im ot going to skul tmrw too.
gonna get an mc but dunno wan to go wif hu.
gahh.
klah.
more werds from syaf's blog k..

byebye.
=/