1. SAY SOMETHING ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
-Best!
2. FAVE SONG FOR NOW
-A.S.t
3. FAVE TV SHOW FOR NOW?
-Living with the Kardashians. Bez oii.
4. LAST MOVIE YOU SAW?
-Step up 2.


5. MOST EXPENSIVE THING YOU BOUGHT WITH
YOUR MONEY?
-forget. -.-
6. YOSI OR BEER
-none
7. WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU LAST NIGHT
-at werk. gettin wet. x)
8. HAVE YOU EVER FALL IN LOVE WITH A
FRIEND?
-ofcoz rite. everi r'ship started of by being frens first.
9. WHAT SONG IS CURRENTLY PLAYING?
-Nuraniiza idris-??
11. DO YOU HAVE A BESTFRIEND
-yurh. =)
12. CRUSH
-Nahh.
13. WHICH DO YOU PREFER JOLLIBEE OR
MCDO?
-MCDO! Hees.
14. FAVE SPORT
-Dun have.
15. EVER BROKEN SOMEONE'S HEART?
-yurh.sorri.
16. EVER HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN?
-yup.duh.-.-
17. WHAT DID YOU DO TO THE PERSON
-Let it go.
WHO BROKE YOUR HEART?
-some heartless people i guess.
18. ANY PROBLEM?
-Art. No pictures! dunno how to draw. Arghh!
19. LAST PERSON YOU KISSED?
-Faz.
20. WHAT YOU DID AT 12 LAST NIGHT
-playing wif water.
21. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU
WENT OUT WITH? WHERE?
-kakti,ya,adeq,shalam. cash studio k'oke. =)
22. THE COLOR OF THE T'SHIRT YOU'RE
WEARING NOW?
-Greeny GrEEN....
23. THE LAST THING YOU DID?
-Chatting at Imesh.
24. 3 OF YOUR EVERYDAY FAVORITE ITEMS?
-phone.Baboo.n Phone. x)
25. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM?
-pInk n Red
26. HOW MUCH MONEY IN YOUR WALLET NOW?
-$1 plus.
27. HOW'S LIFE?
-okey3.x)
28. HIPHOP or EMO?
-Bothy.
29. WHAT WILL YOU DO NEXT WEEKEND?
-werking i tink. i wan money!! urghh.
30. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW
YOUR EX?
last week i tink.
31. WHERE IS SHE/HE NOW?
-at home. getting readi fer werk i tink.
32. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
TALKED TO YOUR BESTFRIEND?
-juz now.
33. WHO'S THE LAST PERSON THAT TEXTED
YOU?
-my 'bestfren'-6753.
34. WHERE DID YOU HAVE YOUR DINNER
LASTNIGHT?
macdo!
35. THE LAST SURPRISE YOU GOT?
-idk.
36. LAST THING YOU BORROWED FROM
YOUR FRIENDS?
-insyirah. a pen. -.-
37. WHAT WILL BE YOUR WEDDING SONGS
INCASE YOU GET MARRIED??
-warmness on the soul by a7x.
38. WHY IS THAT?
-so touching.so sweet.
39. WANNA SHARE WITH WHO?
-wif moii jodoh?? wakaka.
40. WHO KNOWS YOUR SECRET?
-wat secret?
41. THEY KEEP YOUR SECRET?
-ntah. tak paham. -.-
42. ARE YOU ANGRY WITH SOMEONE?
-nahh. =)
43. WHAT DO YOU ORDER AT MCDO?
-mcSPICY. woo...
44.THE LAST TIME YOU FELT SO
SAD?
-Break up.
45. WHAT IS YOUR WISH FOR
TOMORROW?
-To b happy.

x)

yayeye!

werk was so much fun seii.
=] (big smile.hees.)

the manager was a kakak2 and abg2.
tats the bez part.
heehe.
we get to wear skinny jeans and ballerina shoe unlike some other places.
the people dere was frenly tooz.
the job was not so hard. but it was tiring tho.
soon i'll gonna hev bigbig muscles.
hahha.
3/4 of the werkers were malays.
great.!

so yest was my second day.
not hard coz thre were frens to help me during difficulties.
and semalam we wash the whole pizza hut end up alek kul 2 plus.
bez ar pasal rapat kan relationship.
we were playing wif water, newcomers must do a performance for 10 seconds n bleargh3.
n dere dis one gerl who share the same name as me-syuhaidah.
haha.tak sangke. tapi die bezt.
wee.


*barulah aku mengaku..cinta kita telah musnah.
(a phrase from the song cinta trajika.)
yurh.
now i realize tat tis love we share is fading away..
a gud sign?
nahh!/yeah!
weeee.
ByeBYE.
x)

im so over it.
x)

yeah.
todae absent from skul.
my thigh n back is aching due to the napfa test yesterday i guess.
IT IS SO PAIN!!
gahh!

n yurh.
i was reflecting back all the memories n tried to find solace from anywhere..
luckily im okeh now.
i was reading all of my past posting.
sedih oii.
=[
i miss the old times wen..
-i luv going to school..
-i luv all my frens..
-fauzee was dere to cure me during all the hard times wif his jokes n laughter..
-me n faz was juz friends..
-i was still a ______.
-i hev a lot of money n does not need to share it wif nybody but to pamper my ownself..
-i was feeling stress about werking..
-i hev my pink-blond hair..
-exams over n it was such a holiday mood..
-shopping2 wif loads of money..
-me n syaff wen buke wif ninieceeteehyrulsyafiqlannazanuaramir.
-N ESPECIALLY..wen i was sgl wanting to win the nex guy heart.
I MISS ALL THOSE BLISSFUL TIMES.
=[[[[[[

haish.
now.
-me n faz da 'tonggang langgang'.

-i tried to forget faz..but he keeps coming.

-fauzee is stil my fren. but we r not close like last time.(we r damn close seii dulu)
-skul is getting bored. n the reason i was still attending is bcoz i wanted to achieve my dream of becoming one of Ngee Ann poly students.
-all my grades is falling. n hist, i culdn understand a bit thing of wat hes teaching.
-now im werking at j.east pizza ut wif ya. n hoping it will b pleasant werking dere.
-rmbot pon da itam without any style..
-no money..no more shopping..
-more heart breaking moments..

okeh.
out of solemness for now..


GUESS WAT GUESS WAT!?
mysuiscide is Faz new guitarist!!
woow..
cool sia..
da mcm kembar.
haha.
how dey get to noe each other oso i dunno.
but damn.
IT IS A SMALL WORLD.
hmmhmm.
doakan korang maju k..
hah.
=]]

N todae got interview.
hope tat i will get tat job..
yeah/

till now.
Byepepos.
x)

Karen Carpenter




ANOREXIC is scaryy.

lets eat people.

Bored.
ByeBye.

x)

not another infatuation..
i was wounded by some vicious arrow..
wen the cupid was left stranded
wen all karma was left deafen..
i tried to find solace,
wen i was left to rue...
sympathetically dere no one..
wantin to b my knight,shining armor..
woken up by tragic nightmares..
deres no more u..
for me to shed my tears too..
never knew how long the loving flame cud burn..
hev faith tat the wind wont blow me away..
im falling..n falling..
if only cud u see,
how much ur needed,
how deep ur wanted..
i was walking carefully tru a dark boardwalk..
i miss the old days..
wen i was overjoyed to every letter of remembrance frm u..
like an egg my heart crack..
shatter into million pieces..
missing u due to any consequences..
we cant answer tis rhetoric agenda..
now my heart is pristine n empty..
i felt this way before..
its so insecure..
i need u so..
i love u soo..
plz cum by..
ur the onli one tat stood in my heart.........
THE END!


ewah.wikee!
me n syaf bored so decided to create a poem/letter starting wif 'not another infatuation'..
n dis is wat ive created.
toking about nobody in personal.
hehe.

okeh . bye. x)

Aiyok.

why does some people juz don get it tat sometime we r not keen to b frens wif them?
mcm Ari_ _.
i doesn reply to all of his text.
if i were too reply, the situation will b dope.
so why cant he juz get it tat im not keen to b fren wif him.
tanx fer topping up fer me tho i did not even ask for it.
stay away can?



yeah.
so i hev no plans todae.
but mum says tat we r going to hev dinner at jp.
yeay.
family outing again.
wee.
i love family outing.
yessar.
ok dunno why am i like extremely excited.
gahh.
LiMAO.
X0

yesterday.
waited fer him at woodland.
n damn.
dere were a whole lot of rp students wif their lappy by their side,heading back home.
n it keep coming n coming.
bez seii poly.
n they giv me the enthusiasm to study hard n so tat im eligible to b one poly student in two years time.
ewah.
i wan to go poly lurh!!!
im hoping tat poly wud b an auspicious time for me to reali grow up.
gahh.

okie2.
i saw Hairitsa too.
n yurh skeet oso.(damn his cute!woo!)
but ceetee n amir all was out of sight.
hmm2.

after meeting him we head to yishun.
i helped him to carry one of his lappy.
(da mcm poly student seii.wakaka.Poser syu.=p)
dunno why hes bringing two lappy to skul.
hah.
spend the nite wif him bfore reaching home at 12.
yurh3.
okie dats all.
Bye2.

x)

T.G.I.F

YURH.
tanx god its fridae!
i can smell the weekend..weeeeee....
haven got any plans yet fer tmrw..
hmm hmm..
its okie.
wee.


todae im soo feeling lucky/heppi..
b/c of..
-tmrw is weekends
-wering a purple socks to skul yet never get caught..
-using nail polish yet neva get caught too..
-malay test was fine..
-received my ic..
-top up my ezlink alreadi..
-mum not werking..she malas..(guess now i noe weres de malas habit dat we sisters have came from.aha.)..n so dat means tat deres food at home.)
-meeting sumone who misses me veri much.n i miss him too..wee.
-first time wearing the top tat i bought wif kakti..
till now...
n i hope mre lucky/hepi things will happen later on.

gud day people.
x))

OKEH.
n dis song which keeps playing evrytime i read my post is getting out of my nerve.
lagu sedih.
GAHH.
gonna change it soon.
LAZY.
LiMAO.
=P

hello.



so yest folow kakti n abg izan go shopping.
alone.
ya n adeq malas.
well doesn mean they malas i shouldn go rite?
yurh. lagipon i need to keep my mind occupied.
im scared too tink about him n go missing him again.
gahh.
go jp.
pierce my nose.(mum got to noe bout tis but-shes not angry?woo.)
go fox.
n i bought tis cute top.
mahal oii.
53 bucks.
tapi tak kisah coz i use the voucher.
weehee.

i wan to werk.
baju lawa2 seii kat saner.
guhh.



so todae skul.
sunny says dat he want to mcg me during school hours but he didn.
bubble.
wtv tak kisah actly.
hehe.
now im taking over our situation alredi.
wee.

home-d.
online wif faz.
he miss me lurh.
n says abt how his life w/o me all tat.
im so sori faz.
imy too.badly
meet up soon k.
=/

and dang.
art is so much fun.
cikgu muhd jahat.
wakaka.
bez lurh.
truly relaxing.
yeah.
klah.
byeee.
x)

i woke up this morning

and tried to find solace from anywhere

had a dream bout u last nite

a blissful,happy yet tragic

makes me wanna break down and cry

and juz as i felt like flitting over the moon

the illusion ended so very soon.

im really sori hunny.

for the fairytale tat was never meant to b

the red rose u gave i still dearly kept

tinking of u even as i slept

before the anxieties begins to grow

i noe i must let u go

juz wana tel u faz,

the anecdote tat uve broght me into

anew, im still loving you...

=[

now i seriously miss him.

i noe i shud be strong all tat stuff.

but its hard to frget bout all the sweet memories tat we've been tru togeda.

damn lurh.

gahh.

*musixz makes me wild....

I WAN LONG HAIR!!!


shud i wait for it to grow
OR
shud i save up my $$ n wen for a hair extention?
hmm hmm.
dunno lurh!
gahh!!


todae never wen to school.
my whole body is aching.
cough2.
dizzy2.
im sick.
-.-*



yey.
slowly by days..
im starting to accpt the fact tat ive boken up wif faz.
im not crying anymore.
in fact i cannot cry even if i hear the song tat reflect about our r'ship.
dunno why.
but i tink ive forgotten bout u alreadi.

okeh not 100% ofcoz.
u can kol me hypocrite.
coz i am.
bcoz well..u r juz a living jerk.

so i tink we r fair.

one of the pix tat hold many memories tat was taken on 7 march.aww.=/


PEOPeos any idea how we can get fast cash?
without involving our sexuality thingy dat is..
i wan to werk.
i wan money lurh.
i need clothes.
bags.
shoes.
cosmetics.
hair treatment.
eyebrow threading.
n manymany MANY more.
gee.

lmao.
BYEbye.
x)

my post is getting dull..duller..DULL N SOO DULL.

ow well.

perhaps im bored..

bored people usually will post dull posting rite?

gahh wtv.



wokie so juz now we had our sports day.

school ends at 10.30 am.

mann..i tink i juz slept the whole day during lessons.

so wen school ends,me n syaf n insyirah wen bck home.

-to change to our camp tshirt.

meet insyirah at 12 n off we go to clemento stadium.

time pass..events finish..2008 sport day over!

how time flies!

n i didn win aneting lurh.

=[

sedih bulu.

never in my school-sport day-day i didn bring aneting home.

gahh.

upset oii.

now my back is aching.

jalan tempang seii.

so i duntink gonna attend skul tmrw.

newae deres many things happen too juz now..

syaf vomit.

kecoh sei.den need to find a reserve.

okie so we didn did quite well.

reach on the 6th place.

woa.



yeeah.

n i realised tat many guys from our school can run preety fast.

eg hyrul,fahmi,daniel n more.

laju oii.

hah.

okie lurh.

nothing to say nemore.

byebye.
x)
*imy lurh.

hello.

tis past few daez realli stressful.
dunno if i can say it as stressful coz it is not exactly stressful..
alah idk lar how to describe.

me n nuriha was thrown into some tragedy.
it was hurtful.
it was sickening.
it was gahh!!

ive broken up wif him.
yesterday.
the funni thing is dat i was the one asking for tat yet i was the one tat cried.
infront of him sumore n so it was so damn HURTFUL.
i luv him so much yet in split second i told him to leave.
mate smpai bengkak oii.
accept reality rite?
but we r stil frens.
it was juz like last time bfore we even get togeda.
but i noe dat each of us has dis 'egoistic agenda'
so im juz hoping tat we can push the ego tat we hev n still contact like last like time.
coz...ok im out of werds.
dunno wat to write.
i wanna cry can?

tho i was so sick......yet........

i still wen for a drink juz now.
it was juz for an experience juz to feel high.
the vodka n tequila reali makes me feel tut.
but it was ok.
dere was an adult supervision tho.


im sick now n tmrw.
so dat means dat im ot going to skul tmrw too.
gonna get an mc but dunno wan to go wif hu.
gahh.
klah.
more werds from syaf's blog k..

byebye.
=/

things change..
people change...
boyfren change...
world change...
-.-*

i was once told..

tat love doesn reali last.

bt why do i still put up wif it?

do i reali need u to b my kit?

i stared at the blank ceiling..

how shud i expressed myself?

how cud i expressed myself?

i am not force to continue this charade..

bhind tat smile lies a pessismistic soul.

for so long i try to fight wif this vicious crash..

though u were always dere..

u never were giving me tat extra pathetic care..

we definitely wasnt in a receptive mood..

how i wish i cud scream u for good..

u were killing me through..

what did u even do?

ting about dat..

coz i wont b here to tinkle to u bout this crap..

dunno if i cud still hold on to it any longer..

i tink i hev had enuf..

im sick..

im alreadi to weak..

yet u still make me bleed..

overeacting it may seem..

but i juz dun care..

now i hope we r frens..

like the pass moment we shared..

=[

wooyee.

so finally the pix is out!

-i mean the pix tat we took wen we r out wif ceeteeninie and fren.

perhaps im a lil outdated but nemind..

wekekee..

here it goes...

got sumore actuali but lazy to put up jee..

hehe.

yeah.

biler nk kuar geda2 agi?

hah.

okie..

so skul was like usual.

boredom strike every sgl day at skul.

syaf was absent too.

-.-*

but yay.

ive pass my ss test.

17/25.

weeeee.

so tmrw got speech day.

luckily i came to school tode or else we doesn noe wher to report tmrw.

hmm.

so todae faz got orientation thingy at his skul.

finish at 4.

den he wan to rebond his hair.

n to meet me ofcoz.

but now is like 5 o'clock..n there isnt any message or kol from my phone.

gahh.

so r we meeting?

mystery.....

okie2.

tats bout it peopes.

duno wat to write lurh.

byebye.

x)

I AM SO HUNGRY.
=[
haven eaten since dis afternun n i tot dat deres gonna b food wen i came bck from queensway but there isnt.
lapar siak..
gahh!!!
*stomach grumbling..

okeh2 wtv..

yay! ive pierce my eyebrow.
pierce on my own coz i couldn find wheres the place tat ninie got her's..
bought the hollow pin n the 'bell' from the tattoo shop..
total cost
=$7.40.
cheaeep rite.
yeah.
hehe.
n i was damn bleeding juz now..it trickles like tears but in red..
atiqah n nur teman me..
faz was angry at first wen he finds out.
but Alhamdullilah we r okeh now..weeee....(IMISSH)=[
n oso.
atiqah teaches me how to draw the eyebrow.
the 'minahrep style'.
nice oii.
but who wans to b one rite?
nahh.

okie2.
never we to skul todae.
hmm hmm.
but tmrw im goin to skul alone.
syaf n me have some 'betting' going on..
so i must go tmrw..
-.-*

yeah.
n tanx faz fer trnsfering the $$
apreciate it loads.

okeh la.
ya tgh angry.

byebye x)

helo people.:) Happy April's Fool Day. oowee. okeh. so yesterday post was kinda emo rite? it was meant to b dat way. me n syaf posted the same thing..coz -we miss our fren.......... hmm.. both of us wen tru da same situation. "brokenfrenship" yada.yada. we use to b so close n now it was totalli the opposite. sedih. gahh. okie.okie. hee... so juz now skul was like usual. mr ttc n mrs tan was on mc again. so it was a totali rilex day juz like yest. math was a total blurr tho. tak paham siak. n bleargh3... faz's pay is out! woo yay. but he hav like so many debts lurh.. settle it all k dear.. inluding syaf's plz.... i no money lurh to pay her. gahh. pathetic. i seriously doesn hev the skill for saving up seii... x/ n tode juz rilek at home. buy yest was fun. faz lepak at my house. eat nasi penyet brougt home by my mom n bleargh3... okeh lar. bored. BYE. X)