Silent Scream

this poem is dedicate to SOMEONE....=)

i dunno who.actuali.haa

Outside u see me smiling

a floating through each day

a little tired,a little thin;

but overall okay

but u dont hear my anguished thoughts

which surface every night

they plaque me.haunt me,torment me

'til i'm to weak to fight

and so,nex day,i come to school

with deeply shadowed eyes.

i smile,laugh,and speak on cue

livig a pack of lies.

a silent scream echoes inside

reaction to my lies

'til with no warning it erupts

and i crumble down and cry

come find me,help me,make it stop-

no!keep out,go away!

for if u come,

i've no control over the werds i say

cant u hear my silent scream,

decipher wat i hide?

so come and ask me wat is wrong,

come sit down by my side.

if nothing else,then please read through

this tangled web i weave

for u are reali not the one

im trying to deceive.

help me-i dont know wat i want

i've lost my guiding light

please hold me,let me cry and say

somehow,u'll make it right.

perhaps,deep down,i know whats wrong,

what keeps me awake.

what is the source of my tears

and ever there heartache

but not yet i can face it

or mayb i just wont

please,someone,help me understand-

god only knows i dont.