its.terrifying.
everything.is.

can.i.cry..now?
=/



mann,i.cant.
n.dont.worry,coz.i.wont.

~

gahh.
someone.make.me.dropped.to.a.hyperventilation.juz.now.
n.
somehow.
it.has.really.made.my.day.
tq.la.

i was reminiscing through all the memories that we shared

and somehow all the difficult moment we've been through has brought us together in a good shape right now.

uve shown me the good and the bad side of life and it was such a momentarily chapter of my life which ive treasured the most.

you've present me wit such great love and care in which it is so unavoidable to love you back with the same capacity.

no other love from anyone had outshined your love towards me..

i have faith in you,in myself,that we can make it through..

i might get jealous or pissed to aneting irrelevant,

but thats just becoz i love you soo much to bother..

ur horrible attitude i'll try to conceive..

my sucky behaviour i'll alter.

incoming probs we'll grasp hold together and not fall.

ur irresistble lust turned me on..

and lastly ur maniac_ness brought most of my laughter..

and for that Tobias Faz Maniac,i,Koochy,

luv you cyg with all my hart.

amcm,

sweet.tak.aku?

wakaka~

imissfaz.=[

Calm down.

Options.

Positive thinking.

Explore.

or~

Seek help.

ive managed to attempt olie yesterday~n im so happy for myself.xD

How am i suppose to noe the reason of why this tiff is happening if u just refuse to tell me?
ive had enuf of us fighting over trivial matter.
n now i noe i am the cause of it.
because it just seems like it.
im drowning in this guilty plight wif no apparent reason.
tell me why..coz its not fair,cyg.

imy.='[

Had.mine.2.4km.run.juz.now.

well,perhaps.tats.the.reason.y.i.was.effing.fatigue.n.effing.sticky.right.after.school.

-or.maybe.its.juz.the.weather.

as.a.result,

plan.wif.Boo.i.deliberately.cancelled,

now.wth.

imisshimsoomuch.=[

To.think.i.came.to.school.alone.todae.when.syaff.actually.woke.up.n.bathe.together.wif.me.this.morning.
good.work.fer.me.
coz.i.dont.think.i'll.attend.school.if.not.fer.the.pleasant.changes.tat.had.happened.in.the.recent.phase.of.my.time.
no.doubt.i.felt.good.wif.myself.
finally,eng.and.cme.project.we.had.finally.completed.
a.few.irrelevant.misunderstading.happening.around.here.and.there.
n.it.seems.that.i.cant.be.bothered.to.b.into.any.of.them.
guess.studying.is.really.a.main.priority.right.now.
woo~

had.an.effing.great.day.out.wif.era.miin.and.syaff.last.sat.
met.era.n.miin.at.Penin,then.we.moved.to.Far.East,head.to.Marina.Square.soon.after.to.meet.up.wif.Boo,gave.him.some.ciggs..
den.we.rushed.to.Bugis,and.met.up.wif.Davin.n.coterie.
we.had.sheesha.wif.them.and.woah,it.was.pretty.akward.n.dope.
basically.we.didnt.interact.much.wif.Davin.n.co..
until,11.45pm.
we.finished.sheeshaiing.n.then.chill.at.bugis.fer.a.while.
we.get.bored.n.miin.suggested.that.we.head.to.geylang.then.East.Coast.Park.
n.the.planned.was..by.WALKING.
soo,the.nine.of.us.walked.from.Bugis.to.Geylang(to.buy.some.stuff).n.then.to.East.Coast.Park.
eventually.we.took.2hr30min.to.reach.East.Coast.
n.Davin.n.co.was.actually.a.bunch.of.funny.people.
we.bonded.wif.the.co.n.that.added.to.a.more.memorable.moment.
okey,so.i.wont.get.into.much.details.since.i.hav.a.truckload.of.things.to.be.done.
so.yeah~
it.was.effing.fun.
n.Era.was.effing.nice.too.
kao.baek!
thanks.fer.everything.again!!
gharr!
syaff.n.me.reached.home.at.11.30am.the.next.morning.=

slept.fer.a.merely.2.hrs.upon.reaching.home.n.immediately.ciap2.n.met.up.wif.Boo.
we.had.our.usual,
i.went.to.yishun.n.we.get.back.to.my.house.a.few.hours.later.
yahh.
imisshimsoomuchrightnow!!!

Boo,amcm.ferst.day.of.school?
bez.per?
tell.me.abt.it.soon.k.bby!
ily.


I.juz.came.to.a.realization.that.i.tend.to.get.pissed.quite.so.often.recently.
especially.to.ya.
hmm.
earghhh!
i.hate.myself.sometimes.



ok.bye.

things.are.gettin.pretty.tight.at.home.and i.seems.to.be.taking.things.a.little.to.lightly.
or.i.guess.its.just.that.deres.nothing.i.can.do.nor.all.my.sisters.to.help.easing.the.tension.
its.weird.
suddenly,i.felt.that.this.family.of.mine.seems.to.become.poor.
or.should.i.say.shortage.of.money?
the.definition.is.still.the.same,so.why.shud.i.bother.
maybe.the.word.POOR.is.a.lil.bit.too.strong.though.
oh.wth.
gharrr!
things.are.getting.out.of.hand.till.he.doesnt.even.gave.us.our.school.allowance.for.today.
n.most.of.the.previous.days.too.
ow.well.
it.is.a.lucky.thing.that.ive.learned.to.save.up.
or.i.hev.no.idea.of.wat.to.become.of.us.
mere.starvation.during.school.hours?or.just.turn.into.two.walking.skeletons.

arghhh!my.guyfriends.are.stating.the.fact.that.ive.become.more.arrogant.

me?sombong?impossible.
-i.miss.them.

but.i.miss.FAZ.more.though~

kol.me.(or.text).me.asap.abt.the.updates.of.this.afternoon.k.boo.

ily.

i.believes.in.a.theory.that.says-
the.more.friends.we.make,the.more.enemies.we'll.made.
n.from.my.direct.point.of.view,
it.seems.to.be.so.precisely.true.

ow.well.

make.lesser.friends.people.

LOL.
xD

werking.at.G.M.ROXY.HOTEL.was.effing.dreadful.
n.i.didnt.expect.it.to.be.that.bad.
YET.IT.WAS.EXTREMELY.BAD.
lol.
the.managers.were.just.an.insane.bunch.of.people.=x
~a.tall.dark.indian.man.cried.n.went.missing.during.the.function.after.being.screamed.at.by.one.of.the.manager.
n.tats.the.only.funny.part.about.it.all.



haha.

ate.ayam.penyet.wif.aisyah.yesterday.at.lucky.plaza.
n.the.food.was.effing.nice!
especially.the.drink.
bandung+sprite=sedaap.oi!
we.talked.about.stuff.on.the.way.n.i.hope.she.would.abide.wif.all.those.obstacles.
stay.strong.gerl.
woo~

my niece is sooo cute i dont get bored watching her slp.

NUR SYAZA ASYURA BTE ALIZAN.

Oh my,

isnt she cute?

gahh!

didnt realised how quick time flies n eventually, IVE BECOME AN AUNTIE!!!

hehe.