After a short but serious period of emotional upheaval, your life is finally going to start calming down. There could be one lingering drama that just won't die, but it will at least be small enough that you can ignore it for a while. This return to your routine is something quite welcome, and will make you appreciate the quiet joys of your life -- like having time to be bored! You'll enjoy having quiet moments by yourself, so try to get in as many as possible.

~boo!
believe in zodiac signs?
you guys should.
wakaka!

bleargh.
xD!

ever had an experience where someone u love,care,cherish,need-who brought happiness to ur life..
trying to attempt suicide n was already sitting with one foot over a ledge of a 12 storey flat n dats when u received a kol from them?
i have.
~what wud u do if all of ur werds was make deafen?
~how will u react when u r trying to give them advise but yet they labelled u 'mcm pham'?
~wat will u feel wen u feel tat u need them so much in ur life,but they self-centeredly juz think about themself?
~want them to mengucap n tink of god..but how will u spurt out all of this wen they already didn believe in God?
im speechless..n faded.
its too complicated.
='[

hes fine now. im effing glad. =']

n yurh.

i'll be retaining dis year.

its confirmed.

sec 3e again huh?

maybe its fer my own good too.

=/

effing fatigue after three straight days of house visiting.
todae's plan with the pri skul peeps was postponed to fri.
ouse visiting with cetee ninie n clan tmrw.
k darx.
im tired.
puff.puff.
x]

boo.
looking back at my archive n saw quite a poems which brought nolstalgic memories.
i would decribe this poems as mushy.
so those who hate mushy stuff u may evacuate from this page NOW.
=x

[composed by Faz]
first time he met her
never thought they'd be togeda
at night he's haunted by her
he wants her to be his forever
split open his heart and she'll see
how much she means to him
now she is his for sure
oh boy,she is his greatest treasure
without you the sun becomes deaf
to my plea for warmth
insecurity rips me like death
black as night black as coal
i wana see the suni wana feel the warmth
the sun goes downand i feel the light betray me
come down and save mefrom the dark apocalypse
and when the story starts
we'll go through every chapter
give me bliss to
complete this fairytale
and i'll love u forever
when she's gone he'll bleed
in misery he'll fade
syu i love you
syu i need you
now tat ur mine for good
your love i'll most treasure
and hurtin you i'll never ever.
i'll marry you
i'll bury you
i'll carry you to the end
believe me honey...

[composed by Syu]

i wan u to noe u make me hapi

i wan u to noe u created my theory

i wan u to noe u led my joy unfold

n lastly i wan u to noe,

u blind me of,glowin my soul.

ur cute serious face sparkle,

bringing curve lines to my face

there u are, u are my taste.

torment on my own was far gone

have tis faith tat my heart wont be torn

due to tis, due to dat

truly..im yearning for our nex kiss

u r too much for my incentives.

holding hard onto tis gripped

im becoming more stronger.

how do i explain these indigenous part?

damn,u r mine prom tart.

u've stole my heart..

n never deceived me right from the start.

if its the piercing brightness of ur eyes

it seems to b plotting a plot

it was u

it was faz

u juz cant get out from

my mind.

let entangled this web togeda

let us dance to tis song forever.

though dat bitchful agenda was like a mighty power

i knew my fate was lower

all these was for u to strive

i persevere n try to serve.

these prosperity treats was intricate to describe

may u hav a happy Valentine

i luv u cyg wif all my heart...

[composed by Faz]

remember the day tat changed our destiny?

me and my boys went out when we were confronted by someting pretty.

like the angels you suddenly appear,

you made all my conscience dissapear.

it wasn't like faz,it wasn't like me,

to fall heads over heels for you so easily.

but i did n never once regretted.

and come to think of it was dat day really fated?

but for 11 months we never let our feelings free,

till the worm feast on our hearts so hungrily.

up till then, neither of us had any clue,

day by day, both of us start to love the other through n through.

you waited four long months bfore she finally let him free

tried not to lie but confess you're the only one for me.

for 13 months you were left to rue,

wether or not to say the phrase ''i love you''

and wen it happened, it wasnt wat you expected.

the sea so calm suddenli overcame with tidals,

yet u held on to mast n got through the perils.

and when the sun appeared,your heart bacame cleared.

took me by suprise you did.

as i started to see how much u mean to me.

and so started a new chapter,

you lifted up the quil to end this chapter.

hurting me you promised you'll never ever,

you claimed me as ur greatest treasure.

and for tat syuhaidah bte zainol abidin dear,

i promiz to love u forever n ever...

[composed by Syu]

i was once told..

tat love doesn reali last.

bt why do i still put up wif it?

do i reali need u to b my kit?

i stared at the blank ceiling..

how shud i expressed myself?

how cud i expressed myself?

i am not force to continue this charade..

bhind tat smile lies a pessismistic soul.

for so long i try to fight wif this vicious crash..

though u were always dere..

u never were giving me tat extra pathetic care..

we definitely wasnt in a receptive mood..

how i wish i cud scream u for good..

u were killing me through..

what did u even do?

ting about dat..

coz i wont b here to tinkle to u bout this crap..

dunno if i cud still hold on to it any longer..

i tink i hev had enuf..

im sick..im alreadi to weak..

yet u still make me bleed..

overeacting it may seem..

but i juz dun care..

now i hope we r frens..

like the pass moment we shared..

[composed by Syu]

not another infatuation..

i was wounded by some vicious arrow..

wen the cupid was left stranded

wen all karma was left deafen..

i tried to find solace,wen i was left to rue...

sympathetically dere no one..

wantin to b my knight,shining armor..

woken up by tragic nightmares..

deres no more u..

for me to shed my tears too..

never knew how long the loving flame cud burn..

hev faith tat the wind wont blow me away..

im falling..n falling..

if only cud u see,how much ur needed,

how deep ur wanted..

i was walking carefully tru a dark boardwalk..

i miss the old days..

wen i was overjoyed to every letter of remembrance frm u..

like an egg my heart crack..

shattered into million pieces..

missing u due to any consequences..

we cant answer tis rhetoric agenda..

now my heart is pristine n empty..

i felt this way before..

its so insecure..

i need u so..i love u soo..

plz cum by..

ur the onli one tat stood in my heart.........

[composed by Syu]

seems like u dun miss me like the way i do bout u..

sory if im always clinging onto u..

can i sliced u open n steal back all my love from u..

coz misery i feel wen i tink about u..

i misses the time wen we were always 'me n u'..

wen i was bside u..

now im glad tat atleast i used to hev u..

is dere stil love in the air..tel me, wil u..?

if dere isnt,it wil be easier to frget about u..

ive created tis for u..

coz anew,im stil in love wif u..*

hahaha. END. xD

math suckzx.
i suck too.
=x

Ever wen through an experience when u feel as if your head wanna explode n blood seems to be streaming up to ur face?

i have.

-due to coughing.

lol.

people were concentrating onto finishing their papers while i was there trying to control this abrasive cough.

the worst thing was that the exam is being held in the hall.

gee.

stress sei.

apologies to all those people who was affected by the noise aiye.

if yur frustrated-i am EVEN more frust.

gee i kinda love having Mrs Quah to be our form teacher.

shes caring sia.

xD

K BOO.

met up wif MetalJawa yesterday.

went PasirRis for some mere revision.

dulu.

skarang.

*look at how we both change in time.

xD

Gee!

met up wif Faz too yesterday.

it was the first ever time i saw tears dripping down from his eye socket.

i care.

i love.

i need.

boo.

wee~

History exam tmrw.

i tink.

betta go n study bout Hitlerr now.

dADaRx~

xD

i wanna pierce my cheeks,like seriously..
boo.
i was captivated by Zuee's fake dimple.
xp

someone special, a friend so true

exactly the same,yet different from you

she knows your thoughts without a word

understands your feelings before they're heard

may drift apart,but remains near

in her heart she holds you dear

your secrets safe, your faults untold

a bond of trust she will uphold

so cherish her as she does you

for remember, you're a somebody, too.

boo.

came across this poem a few days back n suddenly felt the urge to 'publish' it inside my blog.

gee.

terase?

feels that im refering to you?

maybe huh?

k pape tu kaw peh pasal..haha

what i know is dat imy rite now.

=p