Ceetee's bdae party.xD

heh.

so last sat was ptc.(parents-tcher cnference)

n.

like we've guess.

me n syaf failed overall.

conduct=FAIR.

mr tan says tat we hev a great chance of retaining or drop to na.

i dunwan!

who wud wan rite?

gahh.

=[

Butt up syoo.

xD

n guess wat.

mr ttc told dat he hav been reading our blogs.

about me heving boifiee,going out n stuff.

n he spill it all to my dad dat day.

oh oh.

bobal melayu plak ar dari skarang.

hees.

he even pauto abt my eyebrow piercing.

naseb abah tak dgr ape dier bobal.

yee.

so.

i wanna change.

study hard from now.(n i dun mean now ofcoz.nex term okie.)

n yest werk.

the guys had juz cme back from kl.

gerek kape.

saw rider cute.

aww.

crush crush.

xD

niari ya nk blanje pizza hut.

yes urh.

klah.

byeBYE.

xD

I miss Farouq like SERIOUSLY.

Manerr kau menghilang cute.

gahh.

Plz dun quit k.

=/

okie.

guess wat.

my gaji tak masok.

fuck fuck fuck fuck.

how to extend my hair?

='[

need to tok wif mngr todae den.

gahh.

yest.

skul like usual.

n i realised dat im failing all my subjects.excpt mt jek.

(told faz bout tis n he wen to a sudden silence n say 'congrates'.rofl.)

reach home arnd 2 plus den teman ya meet Iqel n his 'abg sdare'.

matrep.angkong sioaw.= euee rite.

tapi gerek jugak lurh lepak ngan dorang.

free meal,received free ciggs,learn matrep stuff,n most of all,

im making new frens.wee.

all wen blissfully wen suddenli berd(iqel fren) was interested to me.

stop it sak.mcm paham.

aru jumpe for a few hours den da nk sound.

nonsence lurh.

and actuali i was suppose to kol Berd last nite but yet i ditch him n kol faz instead.

koling faz was such a wee.

tok about stuff stuff stuff.

n guess wat.

kite due2 kene sound. mine was yest. faz was the day before yest.

haha.

wat a coincidence. n ofcoz both of us dun like each of our the other party.

so tok to him about Berd.

n he was frigging jealous.

(aww.xD)

n he told me all abt era.(da girl who sound him)

dier btol peh kutuk seii budak tu.

okie skip skip.

hmm.

i love de way we r now.

we've broken up for sure but r still cntactin each other.

share stories n daily routines..

well,its difficult to let go of someone whom we treasure for 24long months rite.

we both agree on it.

''kawan tapi sayang'' fyza label us.

well yurh.

ily fren. :)

erm.

does anyone noes whos Firah is?

coz..many people says dat my face look exactly like her's.

Seriously manyy seii.

gahh. i hev a twin.

hmm.

cool kapee.

klah.

Bye BYE.

xD

wheres all the boiz? > okeh dey are bhind us gerlz. hehehe.

Mimie looking cool. haha.

Cut it out faz. -.-x

hehe.
so these are the picx
for last sat wen we were out wif faz,mimie n the scene kidss..
xD

Ceetee's adeq sdare SOOO CUTE!!!

(adeq sdare i tink so.)

she is a baby.

yurh.

i carried her.

den she hug me back.

n.

shes not scared of me. but she is to syaff.

haha.

cute bodow.

xD

so.

cetee bdae party was great.

eat cakes,laugh wif crazy jokes,meet up wif x-shuqunite(syafiq,adly,mir,nas,eng sen, n ninie ceetee ofcoz.)

heh.

miss dem.

den we hev present opening session.

ceetee received cool3 present seii.

jealous aku.

haha.

head straight home moments later.

yee.

n the 3 days 2 nite chalet was gahh.

lazy to describe.

but it was fun.bole lurh.

=]

yeh.

gaji kuar this wed.

it tmrw lurh!!!

wee.

extention time.

xD

KLAH.

bye.

iwanLONGhair.

serious2.

LIKE THOSE ABOVE.

esp the first pix.

nice kan kan kan?

gahh.

jealous nyee.

so.

extention time!

during holiday insyaallah.

jgn terperanjat k people wen my hair suddenli pjg.

its juz extention.

hmm.

INSYAALLAH.

amin.

xD

people people people.

wat does it mean wen someone...

• called u 'baby'.
• says dat ur preety.
• always call on ur name.
• irritates u.
• act cute infront of u.
• call ur name n den gave a sweet smile to u.
• mood change wen u sit bside some guy or rather his fren.
• suddenli become quiet wen u dont layan him.
• always eye to eye wif u.
• gave u a flying kiss.

wat does it mean?

*confused.

or is it juz an infatuation?

gahh.

hes cute bodow btol.

xD?

K GUDNITE.

semalam bez.




>during werk.

i became the CSR.(the one who told u where u shud be sittin)
first tine seii.
okey n it was damn bored.
so relaxing.
not much movement.
mendak lurh.
n n.
saw dexter.
dier mkn saner.
haha.
okie.
alek kul 5.
so teman ya gi imm den back home.


ciap2.
wen back out at 8.

go marina area.
ya,nur,wa,adeq.
hev some plans going on dere.
teman ya n adeq shopping2.
den kite 4 meet shalam.
shalam left.
den meet faz n his clan.
supposedly we r suppose to go vivo.
but den,dey r the one who came to marina.
okeh n it was damn fun.
dere were total of 10 guys n 7 gerls now.
bnyk kan? aah.
hah.
out of the 17, 13 of us wore ALL BLACK.(including me ofcoz.heh.)
nmpk cool.
scene kidssss.
so mixed wif them.
lepak2,giler2,took pix.(i'll upload it soon)
oow yurh.
like we all noe.
mat reps n minah reps are anti-scene kidds.
lagi2 marina bnyk mat rep n minah rep.
yurh.
den in less than 1 hour, we received two confrontation with some mat repz
in two diff clan.
mcm mepek gitu melayu mkan melayu.
wtv.
tapi nasib aek tak riot.
yee.
n faz n me truly missses each other.
aww.
juz wanna hug him again n again.
n we did.
hehe.
sayang kawan...tak salah kan?
gee.




so.
left marina at 12.
n bus-ed home.
xoxo.




todae tak gi madrasah again.
ya taktau kunci jam.
end up angon kul 8 plus.

so tmrw.

ss n eng paper 2.

da blajar daa.

weehee.

todae werking at 6.

yessar farouq n noor sume ader.

wee.tak sabar.

klah.

bye.

xD

AKUu JATooH CINnTA LAGii!

OH OH.

sakit siak.

(mcm paham)

wee.

xD

I WAN LONG HAIR!!!

i wan to cut my frindge

i wan tat Anna Sui perfume

i need the NC45 studio FIX from M.A.C

I WAN MORE TOPS N BOTTOMS

I NeeD ACCECORISE(okeh dunno how to spell xD)

I WAN TO EAT SECRET RECIPE N PIZZA HUT!

most of all.

damn it.

i wan money larh!!!

okie.

i seems so desperate.

oops.

actuali i am.

hehe.

xD

yey.

counting down the days to the family chalet.

nex fri,sat,sun.

bez ar.

now wif nenek,cousins n makcik2 plak.

-.-

yee.

n n party ceetee biler?

takot clash.

kite blom dapat invitation from mr postman seii.

gahh.

hehe.

okie so todae exam was ok.

chemistry.

but i still hev the feeling tat i will fail tho.

hmm hmm.

lets juz c.

yey cant wait till exams over!

woo.xD

okey la.

aku rindu faz.

haha.

byeBYE.

xD

okie.

hye hye.

wee.

tengah sedih nie actuali. ='(

lyrics to the song:curses-b4mv.(:

lets sing along...........heh.

We've waited far to long to,

watch it all crash and fall through,

So when you feel like shit you've gotta keep on pushin,

If you saw the world through my eyes,

then you wouldn't feel so high rise,

It's time to take our chance you gotta sit back and hold tight.

[Chorus:]

There's forces working in our heads,

but we don't understand them,

I need a map to find my way out all the time,

There's curses lurking in our heads but we don't want to find them,

We need to come back down and face what we've become.

The more I think the more I wish

I could push stop then hit rewind,

What I would give to have a day back then when no one really cares,

I remember when we all used to kick back take days off school,

So many times I've smiled,

many times I cried but never did we try,

Never did we try,

because,

[Chorus]

It's haunting me, I'm so alone,

I'm just trying to find my way back home,

I'm so alone, (alone,)

dis song sedap seii.

oow......

so juz now skul was fine like usual.

math paper 1 n malay paper 2 exam.
math was nmpk-sal-fail.

tapi actuali math senang cume tak revise jee.

tu pasal.

n malay was damn diffcult.

yurh.

first time attempt such a diffcult malay paper seii.

aiyo.

n skul end at 11.3o.

hmm.

oow yurh.

n tadi mr muhd cme to class.

wrote about art exam on the board.

terperanjat siak.

he say dat it was tmrw.

wth.

haha.

i haven even finish my prep werk.

woo.

seram urh art exam.

gahh.

some of my art werk...

n i received 18/20 fer this.wee.

pain!! is the topic i chose fer mye. -.-.

okie.

so todae werk.

the whole week i will b werking.

yessar.xD

n yest wen to werk n we saw ninie.(:

was inside the lift tibe2 dier muncul.

was so excited n terperanjat den stupid me go n press the close-door button.

slengeh.

den open the lift back n tok2 fer a while.

hehs.

n 'rider-cute' disturb me yest.

pantat.

cute lurh dier.

bodo btol.

gahh.

hehe.

yurh3.

n actuali faz invited me to go shopping wif him n one of his gal-fren.

not going.

im werking lurh.

yayness.yeay.

lagipon im broke.n nanti i'll be like a papan jek.

its not nice to go out threesome.

so sorri oii.

weehee.

aha.

n guess i will b bringing some other people to hev a meal wif me on -- 05 2007.

saper suruh tak reply.

kan kan.

=p

klah.

BYe BYe.

"u are seriously A.S. huh?'' syaf said to me earlier this afternun at skul wen i was sitting alone at a couch waiting for our math tcher.

A.S. means anti-social ofcoz.
=.=

yurh.
i realise dat.
but who cares.
i dun.
im anti-social at skul onli.wif skul people.
but outside i dont.
split personality.
oh oh.
hah.
dunno why lurh.
allergic to skul kot.
wtv.
weehee.


so todae skul was fine.
during malay lesson hev to face the wall to do the hw tat was un-doned.
geography was fine..history fine..english fine..yurh all fine lurh.
gahh.
tmrw exam!
yey!
yey!
need to revise real soon.
now.
k bye.
x)

haha.
smalam werk funni.bez.
j.east pizza hut riders were effing crazy!

i was walking into the kitchen.
wen suddenli i heard these three riders toking.
Hakim: confirm illa maen bising ehk?!
'Rider cute': Siak urh kau..(Smiling on the verge to laugh)
Hakim: Aww! Aww! Aww! (screaming at the top of his lung trying to act as if he was illa.)
Rider cute,Hakim n 'Adeq' laugh like hell.
pantat siak perangai.
haha.

*Fyi illa was our manager. shes not old. not young either. 20 plus of age i tink.

okie nex scenario.

i was told by Syarifah to wash the all plates n spoon.
okeh n it was damn MANY okie.n MESSY.
was stressing out looking at the mess wen suddenli 'rider cute' says
"nah..aku kasi kau banyak lagi.''
n damn.
he was pushing one big trolley of pizza pan.
woot.
looking at all those pan wif alamak-aku-stress look the only werd ii say to him was..
''baek urh. ''
tapi dier baik.
*smile.
seeing me being so bz..he offered to help.(lagipon takde delivery.)
so now i dun need to wash but juz to put back all the plates back in place.
wee rite.
seconds later two more rider came to help.
weewee rite.
so now i dun need to wash nor put back all the plates back.
=]

being so free. i decided to help out outside instead. (witout telling dem i marched outside.)
so now i clear the table. wipe it. bring the dirty plates to the kitchen for washing.
den the three riders saw me.
'rider cute': ey! tu dier kan? pangil dier alek! (not in an angry tone ofcoz)
hearing him says dat i quickly ran outside.
but Hakim managed to 'pull' me in.
yurh.(n btw all de MANY plates dahbis seii. wow guys. hah.)
so kene lecture n dis is how the lecture goes...
'rider cute': saperr suruh kluar?!nanti kau basuh nie tao..nie..nie..(pointing to a wall. a wall??da tak btol je basuh dinding. haha. glerr.)
hakim: ahh..nanti pon basuh nie..aku nak nmpk clr putih..actuali clr dier putih tapi aku taktau asal jadi clr merah..(joking tone)
n guess wat Hakim pointing to?

A RED PAIL.

how the hell am i suppose to wash a red pail till it become white??
haha.
end up i juz laugh my head out listening to them n wen back outside.
gilerr oii dorang.
hah.

yes. i love tis job mann. its not tiring like last time. all the malay peeps are fun. skejap jek da bonding.
wee.

okie2.
todae skul was fine.
cume cg chemistry tak btol.
nk antar hw malay skejap pon takbley.
wtv.
n hev detention again.
9th time late.
one more time late n i will b suspend.
ehk?
alamak.
+.+

k la.
byebye.
x)


damn.
i hate liars.
cibaii.
tc sudah.
i wont dsturb u anymore.
no mood konon.
fuck off jerk.

wokie.
so yest wen out.
was planning to meet faz n his band mate.-to lepak at town.
but end up tak jadi.
-.-.
so nemind.
wen out wif ya, adeq n faezah instead to bishan,bugis n marina area.
was damn bored den me n adeq intend to wen back home first.
but den i decided to lepak wif bdak2 pizza hut since diorang sume da alek n cnfirm chill kat tpt biase.
so wen dere wif adeq.
anok,wan n azura was dere.
yg lain either tak keje or blom turun.
so chill wif them for a while bfore heading home.
yurh.
and dat marks the end of dat sat nite.


gee.
so todae tak pegi madrasah.
laziness strike n since yest alek lmbt.
so todae werk start at 6.
hoping tat 'cute' n noor is werking todae.
dorang bez.

klah.
byeBYE!
X)

*seems like u dun miss me like the way i do bout u..

sory if im always clinging onto u..

can i sliced u open n steal back all my love from u..

coz misery i feel wen i tink about u..

i misses the time wen we were always 'me n u'..

wen i was bside u..

now im glad tat atleast i used to hev u..

is dere stil love in the air..tel me, wil u..?

if dere isnt,it wil be easier to frget about u..

ive created tis for u..

coz anew,im stil in love wif u..*

u come into my life,

acepting me for who i am

liking everything about me

cheering me up wen im feeling down

giving me courage to go distance

helping me wen i need it

becoming my faith in love.

you're a nice guy out dere.

smwhere.

one day we shall find each other

until u came into my life,

u remain,

a dream.

x)

xoxo

i hev a crush.

hes cute.

serious.

gahh!!

hehe.

k.

ByeBye.

XD!

yey!
its 1 may.
labour day.
public holiday.
yey!
n dis mean tat if i were to werk todae, my pay will b doubled.
yey again!
wee.

yesterday werk was damn FREAKING tiring.
many people were lazy to werk.
ofcoz.
coz todae most of them is taking full shift.
(mentang-mentang lurh double-pay.gahh.)
but wtv it is.cant wait!
noor.farouq all keje niari.
the bez part is wen the pizza hut close.
nanti sume makan geda2 n lepak afterdat.
beznyee.

okie.
mye reaching.
a few more days left.
haven revise n bleargh3.
im scared.
n i shud feel scared.
hah.
n dis means dat holiday is reaching too.
holiday mood plak muncul.
n n.
do i wan to dye my hair??
hmm.
yess ar!!
wee.


n yeah.
i miss faz.
ohoh.
i miss the tender hugz n kisses we hav shared dulu.
well well.
its norma to tink about our ex-s rite.
gee.
n yurh.
i met up wif faz new guitarist alreadi.
-Mysuicide(frensta name) aka mimie.
he was ok.
n how do dey noe each other?
they were blood-y cuzzins lurh.-.-*
Faz is full of suprises seii.

n yurh.
fyza(faz ex) mcg me the other day.
n she tot tat i was sad.-due to the break up.
wtf.
da lamer siak story.
im not tat someone to dwell about something of the past n not move on in life like her.
yurh wtv.
i hate her. i hate her not.


x)
ByeBye.