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so its hyrul's bdae yesterday.
happy bdae yee.
da 17 da.
haa.
soo ninie n ceetee come down to gave him a suprise.
bring along a cake from the royal oii.
sedap.
sing bdae songs and akhbar sang loudly till it attract some people's attention.
woo.
den hang arnd wif amir,naz ... bfore going home.





n dinner gonna b at jp.
but there were a whole lot of people in each restaurant tat we wanted to go.
so end up we wen to west coast food centre.
eat seafood.
delicious.



at nite.

others wen bck home but me n ya lepak.

wif faz n nur.

cme bck home arnd 11 plus n dat marks the end of yest activity.............





so todae.

juz got to noe tat faz got terminated from his job......

=.=

bcoz of waking up late again.
gahh.


me n syaf plan to meet jr tode.
but since faz not werking so might as well i meet him n let syaf meet jr alone rite?
yessar.
but syaf is a shy lady.
hmm hmm.






n yay.
im hepi.
faz has been accepted to poly.
rp.
so proud of him.
quiting ITE is a wise idea indeed. i tink so.
hees.

fauzee's band was wooh man!


cool sia.

hawt hawt!!

haha.









okeh so me n my sistersss wen to their gig yest at music garage.

it is a small n private one tho.

suppose to reach dere by 8 coz the band will start playing at 8.

but guesss wat?

at 7.45pm..we r still at teban gardens road waiting patiently for the bus.

damn sak.

but eventually we reached dere following the directions tat fauzee told.

n many people were dere alreadi.

most of the people was chinese.

poly students i tink.

dey were playing some rock songs wen we arrived.

nice oii.

hehe.

wen the gig ends i told ya,adeq nur to stay for a while.

yalah.juz wanna hev some time to tok wif them.

da lamer sei tk jumpe.

so tok for a while wif them and we headed home-d.

okeh not home-d.

bfore going home we eat at ljs..sit around fer a while den go vivo.

meet faz.

lepak3.

n den.

we wen home.

n todae. juz rileks at home.

wee.









and damn.

im soo into JUMPSTYLE seii.

apiz is dere to teach but ....

wtv.

newae hes quite gud man.

apiz doing shuffle/running man.

















okeh.

byeBYE.

X)

ilyf.

hello. people seems to b very bz huh nowadaez. no updates n all. hmm. dunno wat to write larhs. gahh. okeh2. lets recall. 7 march.fri. my bdae. received wishes from frenzie clans and all. potong kek kat umah. boifiee was dere tooz. da 2nd time nmpk masok umah. hah. newae never go to skul. so never receive back my result slip. tak pyh tgk pon tkpe..nmpk sal most of it fail.gahh. get our pay too. pathetic $130. its not fair seriously. wtv. 8 march.sat. hepi bdae ninie!hehe.wen out wif them again after 5 long month.meet them at j.east mrt. lan and syafiq was dere alreadi wif ninie n ceetee. hyrul n naz was unable to tag along-naz at l.a. while rul cannt go out. agaknyee lar tuu. eat at sakura ct hall. syafiq n lan cracked some jokes. funny sei.met up wif amir dere. den we walk2,took pix and lepak at the staircase of marina square. pastu ceetee n amir menghilang. actly dey were off to buy a cake fer me n ninie. sweet2 kanz. den we sing2 bdae song while syafiq videotape-d us.n the cake was superly delicious. so i ate the most. sori guys. teehee. den we watch the mosaic soon after dat.n it was boring. amir left first den me. so met boifiee. wen back to jurong n lepak at tngkt 3. abeh ya n abg tuti came. so blah3 den wen bck home arnd 1 plus. 9 march.sun. dunno wat telah happen. =] 10 march.mon. wen out wif boifiee.=] n ow yar. fyza kol my house. wakaka.wtf. nk uat kawan per. so we exchnge no. but faz say not to layan her. bleargh2. n she say dat she dun hate me anymore and da start terime keadaan yang faz is wif me now. yar rite. 11 march.tues. wen to alexandra hosp.nenek was hospitalised. all of the cuzzins was dere. gerek sei. kecoh. after visiting den all the cucu-cucu wen to anchorpoint kfc to eat while the adults wen back home. miss the people dere sei. ma'm was dere too.den we tok2 blah3. back at teban den kite sume lepak kat tngkt 3. faz n khai wasdere alreadi. so deres a total of 10 people consisting of 3 girls n 7 guys dere. gerek. kite joget jumpstyle,running man sume.hah. we all wen back home at 12 plus. 12 march.wed. hepi bdae ya! hehe.da 17 sei. todae wen to hosp again. but dis time cume dgn kakti n abg izan n syaf jek. ya was out celebrating her bdae wif dis one guy. mom n dad bought kek. since ya alek lmbt kite family juz potong the kek witout her existance. she told mom not to buy the kek actly but mom stil bought it. so she doesn mind about us cutting the cake.wtv. plan to meet boifiee actualy at 10pm. tapi abah tak kasi kuar darh. so juz rilek at home after dat. 13march.thurs. meet boifiee under his block. lepak3. den saw fyza wif her mom at northpoint. 2nd time meet her but dis time is really de close up one.hah. she say she wan to make fren wif me but yet biler jumper muke steng. i said hi but she was like so shocked to see us den she juz look and walk away. bnyk dier punye da tak hate n nk uat kawan. mcm phm. den boifiee blanje makan at kopitiam. damn delicious sei de nasi pattaya. hmm. sent faz to werk after dat bfore going home arnd 6 plus. 14march.fri. todae juz rilek at home. boifiee start werk kul 5 but didn make any plans to meet up coz we both r so pokai.pw8 due2 tgl brape sen jee lagipon.n mum bringing back nasi pattaya home tode after werk. wee. hungry hungry. okie.. END. wow wow.da end of the week.. it is too fast.=( one week hols is not enuf sei. hmm.. end dis post wif a poem sent by him. truly touching.. dis poem is about the ups n downs we wen tru bfore eventually became togeda. reading it make me feel so teary. mcm phm jee syu..hehe oke2 here it goes.. remember the day tat changed our destiny? me and my boys went out when we were confronted by someting pretty. like the angels you suddenly appear, you made all my conscience dissapear. it wasn't like faz,it wasn't like me, to fall heads over heels for you so easily. but i did n never once regretted. and come to think of it was dat day really fated? but for 11 months we never let our feelings free, till the worm feast on our hearts so hungrily. up till then, neither of us had any clue, day by day, both of us start to love the other through n through. you waited four long months bfore she finally let him free tried not to lie but confess you're the only one for me. for 13 months you were left to rue, wether or not to say the phrase ''i love you'' and wen it happened, it wasnt wat you expected. the sea so calm suddenli overcame with tidals, yet u held on to mast n got through the perils. and when the sun appeared, your heart bacame cleared. took me by suprise you did. as i started to see how much u mean to me. and so started a new chapter, you lifted up the quil to end this chapter. hurting me you promised you'll never ever, you claimed me as ur greatest treasure. and for tat syuhaidah bte zinol abidin dear, i promiz to love u forever n ever... ily cyg. the end. aww..=/ BYEBYE. XD

Haha.

so camp was damn GEREK!!!

Gerek oi.
during the 4days3nite.

we climb up the high elements..
go kayaking..
sleep on a papan..
the cheers was wooh!..
the instructor was sporting n funny..
eat3 after singing the hungry cheer
n all..
definitely one unforgetable memories.
gahh!!

the first day was boring though.
time seems to fly very slowly..
n all i cud tink is about the 'real werld'
miss him..miss home..miss the outside werld.
woawoa.

second day.
climb up the high element.cant believe tat i was scared.it was high okeh.
the instructor pon gerek. alan n erm 'i dunno how to spell the name' was fun.
go kayaking..n i partner wif syaf.
we cant get along well..no coordination at all sak.hah.
tapi bez.
n i miss him badly.
all i can say is ''nak balek''
wakaka!
n bleargh2..
abeh malam tangan kene bite by i dunno wat.
saket giler sei.(n now my hand is red n bergelembong)
sleeping was cold tooz.

third day.
since i noe tat the nex day is 'back-to -home-day' mood pon suddenli change.
third day was definitely fun.
campfire nite all..
they blast off cool songs.
da mcm kat club oi.
dance all nite..cheer2..wooh!
den ader sentimental moment plak.
people started to cry and all.
sedih memang.
i cry too.
sedih ar.
i hate camp.
we hev to leave all the sweet memories juz like tat.
fuckla.
n ow yar ow yar.
the third nite was damn scary.
i was awake by three dogs howling.
dalah sbelah je forestry area..
da takot beh troz kejot syaf.
den kite due2 takot.
we oso hear noises..
dgr azan..some weird sound like a buddha chanting or watsoever..dogs keep howling..
senang cakap IT WAS DAMN SCARY.

oke oke.
so fourth day wen back home.
go out wif him.
seriously we miss each other.
aww.haha.

weewee.

n so nex day on tues we hav to go to skul coz we gt the parliament thingy.
but end up tak pegi.
ms fun cnfrm angry.
i was sick okeh.tangan pon saket.
n i gt mc.
den todae oso never wen to skul..
we r not trying to hide from her..
headache sei.



got to noe from syaf tat we r going out again wif ninie ceetee!
yayee!
da 5 bulan tak kluar geda2.
to celebrate my bdae n ninie's.
ninie's bdae is on 8 march while mine is 7 march.
dekatnyee.
haha.
cant wait cant wait!
nk pkai aju aper ehk??
haha..



about bgr..

nur says tat i n faz semakin rapat.
yeke?
haha.
tink so bcoz we r becoming more intimate.
weewee.
ilh.
n todae hes going to mos.
wahwah.
da 18 larh dier.jadi da bley masok club ar.
wakaka.
n he did wan to hide bout it from me..
but decided not to coz he noe i will surely found out tat he wen to mos.
tapi nk hide uat aper coz i will surely let him go.
dier pon suprised sei tat i let him go.
he wen wif kak ain n her boifiee.
n guess wat he ask me dis morning?
he asked
''lau ader pompan kat sane nk no i,i bley kasi?''
n i smile.
haha.
my answer to tat question is..
''pape ar..I tak kisah..''

do i mean it?
yar.i truly mean it.
coz know why?
becoz he shud noe wat he shud do n wat he shouldn do rite.
hmm hmm.
haha.

n yar.
ive met fyza yesterdae at northpoint.
i tail her to the toilet.
wakaka.
tak pernah nmpk sei.
cant believe she noes me.
she treated me as one big fuck enemy.
she hate me larh.
musuh ketat kok.
den faz ask me..
''u hated her too rite?''
n i reply..
''tklah..nk hate dier uat aper sei..''
yar seriously.
wtv.
n i still cant believe tat she noes me.
haha.

juz hoping tat she hev get over him alreadi..

okok.
BYEBYE.
X)