suddenly my heart urge me to blog again.
n so here i am.
heh.

wen down to little india wif kakti,ya,adeq,mama,mak min n me.
to makan2.
was walking2 wen suddenli faz mcg.
ergh!why3 he mcg?!damn.

still remember the mcg he sent to me between the last three daez tat totali chnge my feelings towards him.
'love rejected turns to hate'.
lol.
ilikehim.
but.
im juz hoping for a new guy to come along my life so tat i cud frget bout tat jackass.

hishh.

im bored.
tsk.

=I

the werds n numbers tat was written in my yellow report book...


Eng:54
malay:70
maths:40
sci:48
geo:60
hist:62
lit:58
dnt:58
h.e:56
art:76
cme:72
total percentage:58.2%
class position:31/42
level position:65/82
result:PASSED.

haha.
yeah.
atleast i passed.
tsk.
ok well.
so gonna chuz art n hist nex year.
n hopefully i doesnt need to take the appeal form.

=x

yay!
hepi2.
going to sec 3 express yaw!
weeeeeeee!

hehe.

wen to skul to received our report book.
wait n wait for ms fu to fininsh settling the things.
grr.
n fernanda cried.(in fact all of her gang members cried)
but huda n hidayah was trying to cheer them up.-by dancing.
haha.so cute.

to those peepz going to sec 3 na.
all the best guyz.
:)

n yeah.
later we r heading to sentosa.
woohoo.
wif pps peepz.
cant wait cant wait!
hah.

darx!
:)

wola.
todae skul was FINE.

huda n hanz nvr came to skul.

hist lesson juz sleep2 sambil dgr2 music.
yee.
den eng.den math.den ms Fu came in the class till 10 o'clock.(got to know my overall result fer sci-i gt E8.grr.)den recess.den wen to the odysey.(to do the new-south-wales ws)den mt.n den HOME-D!

WEE.

ow btw.
o-level people no need to go to school anymore is it?
never saw ninie ceetee arnd.

erm.

ms Fu said tat 9 people frm our class fail eng n three fail overall.
so 11 people mayb will drop to n.a.
im save from the eng badge.but im still scared bout the 3 overall people.(k wth am i talking)
dunno2.
scared2.

darx.

todae

-wen raye2 wif pri skul frens.

shira,sri,indah katek,indah petom,fatihah,arina,danial n the usual three of us-syu syaf nur.



took some photoz2.n ow yarh.

we wen je entertainment n took neoprint toos.(but now its lost.dunno wif hu)

:)

n we three rangers oso took some neoprint of our own.n I LOVE IT!

x)



while sitting at the neoprint table.

suddenly i felt so nostalgic.(dunno if i am using the werd 'nolstalgic' correctly.lol)

yeah.

i was sitting at the same place where i've met faz.

aww.(dreaming2)

hish.

311006.

the place where we met n became friends:




hah.sweet2 moment.
grr.

klah.
darx.

*imy faz.

alo world.
todae skul was like usual-nothing to do.

spray2 my hair bfore going to skul.

n my hair was like a helmet.

so hard-like a rock.

received my eng,hist,lit,dnt result.
n i pass eng!! argh!
was damn scared at first.
k de results.

eng-54/100(before moderation thingy)
math-36/100(totally sucked at math..)
malay-?? (cg wheres our result??)
sci-44/100 (...n sci)
hist-62/100 (gonna chuz dis sub nex year..(: )
dnt-58/100 (same marks as h.econ. hah.)
h.e-58/100
art-??
lit-19/30(i tink so)

n as I MYSELF can see from my result.
I AM NOT CLEVER.GRR.
fail my math n sci.
IF ONLY i cud turn back time n listen to every werd the teacher was teaching.tsk.
juz hoping tat i cud make it to sec 3 express again.
sedeh la story.
hah.

darx.

three daes ago.yesterday.todae.


here it goes.


(three daes ago)(fri)





-wen to skul.received math,sci n home econ result.
math-36/100
sci---44/100
h.e---58/100 (aftr minusing 10 for not passing up an assignment.grr.)





-highlited my hair.blond and a part pink.


this is how i look like :)





----------------------------------------------------
yesterdae (sat)
-wen to ms.shopping2.bought myself a shawl with a skull in it.n a shirt.wee.
back home arnd 12.30 am.
-mcg2 wif fazly for a while,bfore going to slp wif a smile on my face.
hah. (susah klau da suke org.grr.-ok wtv.)

-----------------------------------------------------

todae (sun)
rilekx at home.tmrw skul.gonna hav to wake up erly to spray2 my hair.cant wait fer result.
yeah.

:))
darx!

Alo Alo.

k.

its've been fun.-dis pass few daes.

hee.

• wen to uncle's house.Hari raya.Fun.(mon)


• wen esplanade.whole 2B N 2A.watch the orchestra thingy.(tues)



• wen jalan raya wif Huda.Hidayah,Hanz n Syahira.(wed)


• ddok umah satu ari.(thurs)

n we took some photos2.

wee.

here it goes.
















end. X)

Hari Raya was a BLAST!!

wee.

first day like usual wen to nenek's house.den a nenek house again n again.

secnd day:lagi bez!naik lori ramai2.although veri the cramp but it was veri FUN!!

heh.N wen to more umah neneks2.

received alot lot of money.$$$.

heh.

bez lar.

n yeah.fazly mcg.

coolness.

n yee.

me n syaf was bored.took some photoz of ourself.(first day)

didnt took any photoz wif the rest.

grr.

haa.

darx!

:)

yee2!
exams over yaw!
haha.
can relax now.
wee.

da lamer tak posting yee.
haa.
been bz lately.
lol.

exams was fine.
math p1 was diffcult.grr.
hist dun hav enuf time.grr.
ok well.
wtv coz its over!
hurhur.

and yeah.
hari raya is coming.
wanna wish all the malays slamat ari raye.
hav fun!
haha.

n to those taking o's.
ninie n ct and all.
all the best u guys!
hehe.
*n we never tegoh u both juz now.tsk.
grr..
n yeah hope to chat2 again soon.
hehe.

kk.
later heading to geylang wif hanz,hidayah,huda,dilen,sher hwee.saiful n yim ben.n ofcoz syaf too.
cant wait-cant wait!-to buke.
haa.

k darx.
:)

let me start the post wif a reali big smile on my face. =D
hee.
todae i feel so happi.
lerhz.
exams was gud.easY.yeah.hee.
its about the complaint letter thingy.n yeah.its easy.malay was fine too.
Alhamdullilah.

=D

finish exam.went out wif huda,insyirah n hidayah.
yeah.it was fun.
hee.
hidayah n insyirah was playing the arcade while the three of us waited fer them.(we nvr bring the clothes)
grr.
we bought hidayah a watch(fer her bdae tmrw).
den we chill at the lib.joking around.funni.
hee.

=D

den as me n syaf was waiting fer the bus at the bus intrchange.
we saw nas.
yeah.
cant believe tat he tegoh us.
hee.
yee.i love new frens.
haha.

=D

start praying oso todae.
feel so relax.

=D

n

yeah.tmrw going penin.
wee.

=D

darx.

my song is like so sentimental till ya say ''lagu kental seh..''
yar i noe it is.
but wtv.
im having a mentalbreakdown oso.
n dis is the onli song i cud find that suits my situation now.
lerhs.

exams coming.
tmrw.
grr.
n i still doesnt know wats the format for 'surat kiriman tidak rasmi'
no time alreadi to ask cg.
so how?
hmm.

todae was absentfromskul.
books are still under the desk though.
will the teacher throw it away?
lol ofcoz not.

e.o.y is stressing me out.
argh!
missing people.
friendship change.
how my situation could be even more worst.
grr.
concentrate syu :)

heloo people.
now is the missing people season ehk?
lol syu.
but.
i dont know why im missing so many people rite now.
(wether im rapat wif them or otherwise..)
things change/people change/situation change too.
hmm.
to start with..

the sec 4ns.
they've finish skul?so fast?so soon..
the spot where their class use to sit will be empty now.
no more passing by our class.
haiz.
to all sec 4 na.
all the best.
aww.
miss u guys alreadi.serious2.
(i even miss the indian boi sec 4/4 boiz.coz i alwaeys notice them passing by the class)
haha.
=(

nex year.those taking o's.
ninie n ct.shahidin n all
will b graduating.
school will b..
err..
____.
aww.
all the best u two n fer those taking o's.
gonna miss u guys too.
=(


n Fazly.(like usual)
i miss u man.
u are always on my mind
im sorry.
god!grr.
one month alreadi never meet yeah?
n
three weeks of silence.
ish.
all the best bestfren.


n
suddenly i miss fauzee too.
yeah.
ur gile2 all.
still remember the lessons u use to taught me.
simultaneous equation.
tanx to u i know how to do it until now.
although we r not friends anymore
cant even wish u hapi ramadan ehk.
but.
knowing u once in a lifetime is reali2 a gift.
tanx.=)
p/s:tanx fer the drumstick too.


aww.feel like crying.
(syu chill)

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

examz coming.
fri.
eng ppr 1 n mt ppr 1?

im scared.
haiz.
study2.

cant wait fer exams to b over.
yee.


n tomorow.
will not b cuming to skul.
laziness strikes.
yeah.


hmm.

wtv.

tc.
=)

*ow btw.
di bulan ramadan ada satu malam
malam lailatul qadar.
n todae is the last ninth dae.
yeah.
(ok,why am i toking bout this?)
hmm.

darx.

Finish 22/8/07

Friendship remain

Friendship remain

** is your name

intricately,carved in my heart

deep down inside

that will never died.

11 months ago..

we used to know

u came in my life/ur trapped in my heart

not wanting to let u go.

making time flies

wanting u to b always by my side

at every single time.

songs and poems u used to wrote

whenever my heart is broke.

u r my medicine

ur the cure to my sickness,

now..things were different

u never were the replacement;

when my heart still does yearn.

news was heard once two month,

for seeing tat mother with his son(??)

that was the best part.

Regarding u as my friend.

bestess friend...

i care for whatever u say

although it was short and useless.

yes.i knew we were friends

hoping it lasted till THE END.

By: yours truly.lollles.

K dish poem is bout him.grr.

i miss him.#$%%!