going OuTZ wIF THEM...=)))

hElloo!
k lets talk bout YESTERDAY.(sATYuRdae)
hee.
it was FUN,FUNNY,ENJOYABLE,GEREK day!
wen to Botanic grden all(to take pic)heh.
n.Lau pa sat,Far east,esplanade.
den a few of went home at diff timing..grr.
at esplande.
left.me,syaf,hyrul,syafiq,azlan onli.

watch a band performance before heading home bout 10 plus.
wtv it is.
it fun larhs.heh.
bt aww.
veri nolstalgic coz they r all taking their impt exams dis year.n then syafiq sume finish skul alreadi.
ninie n ct all will be graduating.
evrythings sure to change.
haizsh..

*n yeah.hope tat we cud went out wif them agaen.


=)n the pix..here it goes

CaNdId??Heh.NInie MiA.

(yeah.peace.heh!)

loike dis one.style.*although cant c mee.grr.

wee..

makan2.

woo..haha!

K dats all im putting.

=))

k helloo agaen..
yeah!
i've noe the time n the place to meet alreadi..yee2!
ct was the one who told us.at msn.hee.
but2.ct told us tat he nvr folow.
grrr..
(igtkan tkde org will backout)hmm.
heesssh.
grr larh.
haha.
hehe..
kk..tmrw got hist remedial.
after tat plan to buy present fer (pls insert name).

so tat allz.
darx!
=)

heloo.
im lazy to blog actuali.
bt hmm..


ow.
tmrw..is like da outing.
we dun even knw the venue,the time.grr..
wan to ask ninie or ct.
but they were both absent.(tink so)
grr.
hee.

n wats wif me n syaf now.
CiNTA?
LoL...

darz.
=)

skul was skul.its funny how alll things happen.-stuff happen wen its happened.ewah!haa.=)

• todae.going to skul.rain.so funny.it was so windy till syaf was unable to control the umbrella.the way she was like controlling it wif her strength.semangat.hahaha.=))
• have reading period.like usual.exchange book wif hidayah.
• history lesson was funny.like always.haha.cool.evri hist lesson sure to laugh.hee.
• during recess time.was walking at level two wen i n syaf saw ninie n ct.(we were following mdm kurusamy frm behind to do the test)k.n dey talk to us.err.couldn quite understand wat the were saying.hehe.so ninie says tat we were showing the srious face.haha.
• mt like usual.wen to the lib.my usual comp was spoiled so have to sit bside hanz.was looking at my blog wen hanz says tat my blogskin was creatd by Paulene.wah!.(it was the 'blogskin for the day'for yesterday.she is such a genius.yeah.so ive change it.and dis it is.
• lit lesson was fun too.ehk?mdm kurusamy was 'funny'.haa.
• skul finish.and we wen to mary's house to finish our pw which is due tmrw.grr.n her bro(moses sec 3) mcm hawt gitu.lolles.
• den wen to shi li's house.fer printing.

Den syu n syaf walk home.saw asran.*sense2.hurhur.

End// =p

~ =)

k todae skul was fun..like usual...
todae hist..was FUN!mr ong is very funny larhz...hee..
eng mrs goh neva come..so we had to do compo thingy..
n during science lesson..i went to the toilet.walking down the stairs wen i saw rul was walking up the stairs.n so he was like ''opp!'' ..kawan2.hee..
.n during recess..wen to the lib.huda n hanz was absent so me.insyirah,hidayah n syaf was left..
at the lib.ct tegoh.hee..shes wif ninie.i dunno but i feel tat im stil shy wen they r arnd me..abeh sat mcm maner sei??hmm..
during mt..like usual..wen to the lib..
lesson finish..n i was looking at hanz blog to tagged him wen syafiq from behind like saying ''ah!hanzalah ..''haha..den he talk bout sat.-sakura thingy..hmm.
den we were using the comp at lib to do pw wen akhbar was sitting nex to me.a min later all of slack relax was dere. *n yee..excpt min dat is.
k and at arnd 2.30pm..gt histry make up lesson.only three person was dere..me,syaf,mindy.(the absentee)
n mr ong was funni(like usual)he was like reading the source using his not-good japanese accents..haa.
n yesterday nite i was like missing *him like toot(mother-father!)...no mood seriously..stressing out.syaf was rude n mepek ckit yestr too..ergh!n cant believe tat i say 'ihateyou' to her..wth syu?chill..but we are alright mins later..haa.
k n *he did miss kol me at 2.30am plus..dunnoo tu salah tekan or sengaje..wtv..malas larh nk bobal..bye!

*n bro in law..plz plz..juz shut up..ergh..we've had it lar wif ur nagging.ergh!

darz.
:)

k todae skul was like usual-fun.funny.
during eng lesson,i hear a new werd from mrs goh.the werd is ''kapoot''..n the way she say it is like so cute!hehe..kapoot..lolles!

juz now during recess time..i was mem-bongkah insyirah hp wen i saw this videoclip.it is so cute!!its about a hippo n an animal(i dunno the name of the animal).i'll try to upload it inside my blog soon..dunno if anyone of u have seen it alreadi..hmm..hee..
*k actuali ive tried uploading it alreadi..n it doesn werks..so..aww..haa..


n during science lesson was even funnier..principL was like hiding at the 'door'.its hard to describe actuali.i wasnt awre of his existance until syaf alertd me.n wif the way he look inside our class wif his stern face..it was like 'so scarryy'.n huda was like alreadi putting her head on the table..he was directly infront of her..its funny though..i juz cant stop smiling.. =) hahaha..

kk..about lessons..err OVER.

wat im feeling now..this moment.---

i dunno wat is happening to me.
my life?(life isnt always have to b perfect syu)
i feel tat something is juz not rite..
i dunno wat it is..
about ** i tink..(lolles) n more.
sorrow seh..
ergh!
imy..
reflecting back the moments we've had wif each other..
feel like crying it all out..
no no..
useless.
im not emo..
kk..
syu stop it.

n todae..
i juz learn a new sentence n it is veri ber-meaning.its a gud sentence.so i feel tat i shud put it insde my blog derz..

''wat we get is wat we need''

so this means tat wat i dont get means i dun need it yeah?yar..guess so..god is fair yee.

*tis source was from the syarahan i hear this mrning.

haa..

=)

K yee!
todae skul was fun.okok actuali.hehe..
lesson-hmm..
eng:bored.we hav to do 'compo'-topic sentence thingy..
math:fun!'potato' or mr tan went through the revision paper which i and syaf dunhav coz we did nt attend skul last week..but unlike syaf,i juz copied down the ans.juz fer revision-fer my own good oso..lolles.
recess:went to the lib..and we sit at our usual place(near the comp).n syaf says tat she saw hyrul oso inside dere?yeke?i tk nmpk pon..haa..tak confirm she said.or maybe her eyes alwaez sees hyrul kot?hmm..lolles syu!
music:Mrs tan was absent so we had to sit inside our own class..me and syaf was like talking n talking to each other about many stuff.haa.
Dnt:We wen down towards the dnt block alreadi n later we find out tat mr lim was absent too.terpaksa naek alek to our class..otw up,i was like walking so fast and syaf was like walking so damn slow.(i was scared if mr tan sees us actuali.hee..)..den we terserempak wif syafiq.he was walking towards the art room..den he ask me ''sat kite gi maner?'' n i ans ''town..'' den he say ''huh?'' den i reply agaen ''town..sakura''..den he say..''okok'' k end!haha!
mt:fer mt,we will be going to the lib..yeeyee!it is much more fun rather than sitting in the mt class..so dull.hmm..kk..i n syaf was walking,heading towards the staircase near 33 classroom..i was looking at the floor fer a while wen suddenli..i hear sumone like screaming ''helooo!'' n yeah i look up to see it was hyrul waving to us.hmm..den as we r getting nearer to him he was talking to us..nono!! he was not talking to us..he was talking to syaf ONLI..he wasnt evenn looking at me..grr..n so i was like juz smiling..weehee...grr..haha..kk..syu not jealous..yeye2..hahahk!llolles..n syaf was like..happi?yar..haa..k stop it..n during mt..cg ask us to write the blog..finish it alreadi.yee!
Home: k im home juz sitting in front of the lappy waitin fer nur's mcg(she acompanying me to go cut hair)..n syaf was slping behind me..n she was hugging boncet!!my boncet!!arghh!!boncet pon da bau mcm dier..hishh..n one funni thing happen..someone added me at msn n tot tat i was ya..lol..since when i play the guitar??(k actuali i play jgk)haha..

yeah!!n counting down the days to..>>>>290907!!someones excited larhs! n nnnn...051007!!(gerlz day out wif huda.hidayah insyirah,me and syaf)..weeheee!!yeeyee!kk//

darx!
=)

k juz came back from shopping..
n im so happy!!
i juz bought a nice top..n it cost $25..hmm..ok..mahal jgk yee..haha..
but..its like so big.it needs ALTERATION.Lolles..haa..
n we break-fast at Kfc..it was fun!yee..cuci mate sume..esp at penin..'lolles'..(it means lol)..

k n my hair reali2 need a trimmed larhz..so long!!!ahhhh! but im like so bankrupt..hisshhh..how2?hmm.. k tmrw i'll try asking my mum.. tapi scared sis jealous.bcoz of asking mum for mny tat is..haish2..

n tmrw ya is going outz..n she'll be wearing my black skinny n black cardi..so im going to earn some money from her..weehee!
yeeyee!!

k why m i so happi? hmmm..

k darx!
=)

todae is sunday..so tat means..bsok skola..wee!
k to strt wif..tadi pagi2 gi mdrsh..after 1 mth plus nvr go bcoz of laziness..hmph..n we tot tat uztazah wud nvr ask why we have not been attending class..but..while me n syaf was reading the muqadam..she sddenly ask me..(n why must she ask me n nt syaf??)hmph..k n i have to lie..-family function konon..lolz..da tambah satu dosa..haish2..n we played balloons in class..it was fun..the boiz was like 'releasing their stress by popping all the balloons' k it was fun..yeah!haa..it funni how things happen...

came back home arnd 11.30 am..lepak skejap pat bilik den mom call me and syaf to siang the udang..reach the kitchen den i scattered all the 'dead' udang into the sink.. -i will pull the head of the udang while syaf wud tear open the skin..
haa..k..i switch on the tap..water drops,hit the udang n the udang will like move rite?yeah..
and so i was like joking arnd and say ''ey syaf!the udang is moving!''and syaf was like "kpale otak larh"..haha..n moments later..the udang did move!it was jumping!!den syaf n me was like sprinting into the living room..its like so disgusting n we are like so terrified..!!kakti n ya was like so curious over wat had happen....haha..den abg izan took the alive udang and put it inside a mangkok..k..n its not 1 alive udang but 4..den syaf and me was like no mood to do the udang anymore..n so mom told me to keep it inside the fridge..n to do it on some other days..k.. its funni how things happen..n we had a gud laugh about it..hahahk!!

later arnd 3..we r going shopping!yeehee..planning to go ms,penin and bugis street..hmm..going wif nur,ya,adeq n me..

k darz! =))

sat-granny's house..

todae i and my family break-fast at granny's house..juz a few blocks away frm our house..n it was like so fun.!!all of granny's children was dere..n all of my sdare was dere too..da pnjg2 diorang..ha.ha.
n mum told us about this plan at the veri last min..during break-fasting yesterdae..
we sisters alreadi had another plan actuali..i n syaf was actuali planning to go shopping while ya was going to meet her fren..n we had to cancel it.so sad.luckily it wasnt nex sat..if it is..i dunno wat to say..haa.-k hope nex week theres no last min plan..hmm..

qamarul..my sdare..is an emo? k..da last time i met him..he was like saying "anti emo punk"..n wat the?he is now..k lol..hes cute though..haha..but yar not interested..*emoshit.

k..for real..i wan a boifiee..
k lol syu. but i m juz missing the company of a guy. 6 month 12 days sgl..n still counting..aww..haa..people usually say dat sgl is betta(my biggest sis esp)-they say tat we dun need to tink bout the guy,if wether he was playing behind our back or stuff,no heartache,love ourself.,bla3..n yar its true..but2 besides being hurt n stuff we oso cud feel the care..giving our love n we cud expect the same feeling in retun rite?yeah..hmm..
aww..sedih lah..haha.. * :(

k lah.. :)

~~

K today me and syaf never went to school again.Lazy larhs..things have changed..n im starting to hate sumone.lol.wtv.
i miss him..:(..haa.. evridae i was like looking at my hp waiting fer his mcg..if im lucky he will mcg me..if im lucky?pe jee..haa..and yee..i dun blame him for wateva things that have happen between us..its juz a part of life..ups and down always happen..hmm..im playing this game..i tink dat i shud quit now..lol.i wan him actuali..but god juz gave me a sign this morning as to juz frget bout him n MOVE ON..yeah!but its hard larh sei..hmph2..i ** him sei..dat why hes on my mind always rite?duh..k syu stop it fer now.


n i cant wait fer nex sat!!going outz..it'll be great!!..insyaallah..:) Ya Allah..plz make dis dae happen..hehe..all of us will be wearing black bottom..coolness!-ct's idea tat is..hehe..tk sabarnyeee!!weehee!

yesterday wen geylang to search for my hari raya clothes..its gonna be black n white tis year..yeah!black!my fav clr..wee..but after a few mins of walking and searching..i juz coulndn find the right one..hmm...ya berkenan wif this one baju kebaya..n guess wat the price is?its $180!so expensive..lol..so she cant buy the dress..aww..n our budget is only $130 each..
hmm..
k daa!
:)

hmm..im feeling so boring right now..
syaf n sya was out..cutting hair n stuff..and im juz siiting rite here playing the lappy n seeing my mum watching 'mimpi manis' BORING!!
lorz..klah..actuali i miss my old fringe..fringe plz grow faster!!n my hair is getting thicker n thicker!!shud i go for a trimmed??hmm..
my hp oso have been veri quiet this past few days..isnt it great?!rather than receiving unwanted people's mcg..
juz now wen to elaine's house.to do pw.cant believe tat jieyi was her neighbour.its like so near.
tmrw gt math test.mensuration.im sure im going to fail.haiz.must remember all the formula thingy..lol lah math.

i miss my fren larh.although he suckz big time.but its is so hard to frget bout him.
yee!!tmrw skul..i love going to skul..saw my frens,learning new stuff n all..bestnyeee!

klah..daa!

:)

Whaa..its been a long time since i wrote about my dae in this blog..*not talking bout the malay thingy dat Cg Ismail have been telling us to do..hmm..
k lets reflect back wat have happen to me ..errmm.. i miss faz?so i wana tok bout him..hee..during the hols..it was fun!yeah rite..guess so. on tues..wen out wif him.meet him at yishun at 10 am plus. whoaa..hes the first fren tat i've met in a mrning like tat.haa..i spent one whole dae wif him..wen yishun,ang mo kio..teban n more.he was searching fer a job actuali after kene retrenched coz of his hair..lolz! during the nite..we wen teban..cannot frget bout it.tinking bout it gives me 'goosebumps'.wootz! many things happen dat on dat dae..so fun..but i will not share..PRIVACY!!haa..
-but i feel so sorrow afta dat. he hav a grlfwen..wat the heck am i tinking/doing?!n but he told me he ** me? its so diffficult!! coz i ** him oso..haishz..we've been frens since last year..it was special how we met..cannot frget dat dae..311006..at the neoprint shop..haa..cannot be wif him coz i hav a boi dat time..although dalam senyap2 i like him oso..n i noe he like me too dat time..dats why he took my no rite?haa..we hav the same experience..'liking sumones boy/gerlfwen"lolz..but now.things were diffrent.he never was the replacement.he gt a gerl now.hurt2..
but actuali after tinking n reflecting to myself.(aftr wasting my slp)..now i noe he is juz ' a good(sarcastic) guy who hasn't figured out yet that girls are actually people'.
SYU!!plz remind urself to this sentence>>DONT GET INVOLVED WITH HIM AS HE'S STILL WIF HER.
N yestrdae..we online..den he told me to mcg him coz he hav to go..den he suddenli snyp..damn! he replied bout 12 plus am.do u think dat im going to reply to dat mcg?of coz not!!*the sentence do work!aha!...syu..lets juz be like last time..bestfriends.hoping it lasted till the end.haa..if onli i cud slice you open so u'll feel the pain../i'll slice you open n steal back my love from you..k LOLZ!(lyrics frm the song 'this love u breathe by eyes set to kill)haha..
klah..im ok!

x)

To you with the switest smile

u've captured my heart all this while..

how do i tell u dat i love you?

will u tel me u love me too?

Everytime u pass me by..

i regret i dun even say hi..

coz when u're not here wif me..

i desperately wan u to be..

how cud i miss u dis much?

why do i realy wanna to feel ur touch?

wat is hapenning to dis heart of mine?

or cud this be a sign?

dat i love u wif all my heart..

dat wif u i juz cant part..

i juz wan u by my side..

n i nvr wan dis to be juz a ride..

i've bee wanting to tell u..

how much i miss n love u..

coz ure not here by my side..

n im juz so lonely tonite...

stay wif me here wont u pls..

love me so,put my mind at ease..

i'll giv u my heart,soul n everything..

if u juz tell me dat ure stayin..

i love u so..n i hope u noe..

frm me who love u all this while..

to u wif the switest smile..

=) --composed by:Fauzee