upset..

im bored

full of sorrows..

one prob after another..

if onli i cud cry it all out...

to start wif..

tat man is so cruel..a man being a ''bitch''!

wanting to b fair wen its onli heartbreak ur creating..

but its alright..-coz u r one confused boy.

i treat this as a game

to make myself feels betta

winning or losing

it dont quite matter..

broken frenship

tat juz happen to me..

a poem to go wif it..haa.

i tried-being forgotten

slowly,day by day

i try..

making myself forgotten

by u.the onli one.

sorrow sank deep inside my heart frequently

i try to let u slip away

please..just leave me alone rite now

i dunwan u to always be frown.

its gonna be hard

me.myself know..

me.myself feels threaten

-not wanting to let u go.

giving hopes n cares

is wat im trying to avoid

for if i let it out

things and matter wud be even worst solving out.

u r my medicine

still remember the time

u came..

u realli heal da wound tat was made..

sitting n praying

tat all things gonna be fine

clenching my hand hoping

someone out there will be mine.

to b continued....=))

n ..

skul..

why cant u guyz mind ur own bussiness..

ive heard it evridae..

i ignore u guyz..

bt why aren't u guyz tired of saying it?

stop it seh..

u guyz does not gain anything by saying dat larh..

haha..

stupid.

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baybeats rox!!

k..yesterdae was so GREAT!!!wen down to esplanade.watch baybeats.me n syaf juz came dere..n we saw yun hui n zouyi.it was a shocked to see them at first.they gt prefect camp i guess.den a few minutes later..saw hanz,huda,insyirah..n we wave at them.
wen there wif ya,nur,shira,syaf,diana n her boi.
mins later,fazly.my long best pal ask where r we.he was wif his fren.he joined us.long time nvr see him sei.hah.alamak..talked malay larh syu!haha..
kk..pastu dier joined kite..dduk2 jap..abeh kite g tgok baybeats nye concert.in front of the stage.tibe2 dier ilang.hah.den he mcg to go in front.bfore we cud wen infront.the concert start alreadi.n suddenly everyone bcame wild.people started pushing each other..scaryyy..hahah..lelaki sng ar bley joined..but we gerlz juz stand at the side..it was totalli rawking!!
after the band finish performig..people start to scatter.me,ya,syaf n nur,go to this one place n start 'screaming'..hhaha..it was fun.den fazly kol.he ask where r we.den i told him where we are n after a few min of confusing moments..we finally meet.hah.
meet alreadi den plan to go n eat.decided to go marina square.but we wen one whole round n the marina square was gettin farrer n farrer.farrer?!?is there such a werd?hah..ingtkan fazly n his fwen knws a shortcut or sumting.hah.den we juz go and eat at funan mall.go toilet first.n oh god.he is so vain.same as fauzee.suke nah tgok cermin.haha.luckily gt food court dere.eat roti prata.well.n he sit bside me.=).pastu..he hav to go meet his frens.bfore he go,smpat plak tu maen2.hah.kk.hes cute.da lamer sei our fwenship.hope it will last forever!ewah..haha.he dissapear n mins later he gave me a mcg.the mcg gave a smile to my face.hee.n u know wat.he lost his drumstick,during the mosh yesterdae.he told me tat,tat drumstick hav many memries.aww..and dat is oso the drumstick tat he used to lend me the last time.
k he wen alreadi.left us four again bfore meeting shira,diana n his boifiee back.
dey went home first.left us four again.hah.
10 plus.den we blah frm esplande.k..dats all..n at esplanade i didnt get a chance to c tiwi and her gang sei.well.wat can i say.the place is big.hahah.
he mcg me again tis afternun.ngah keje abeh mcg org.his reply was lmbt.so i dunwan to dsturb lor.
k darx!=)

so happi!

k..frm now on i will not b writing names.for my own good.n im starting to feel bored bout writing dis thing..hmm..
ok..todae like so many things happen to me..'like' jek..
to start wif...
i dun like ** anymore!!serious seh..so happi larh!!but someone dont believe it..yar me too dont believe it at first..but anyting is possible rite?yeah.weehee..happi2!!no need to talk bout him anymore den..kihkih..=)
2am plus.i received a mcg frm him.he wishes to cancel our plan bcoz of certain reason.n it was bout my blog.den i reply him at the mrning.his reply was so hurtful n i cried at skul juz now bfore takin the pledge.luckily i can control myself.cannot take it.so sad.i knew dis wud happen.den no mood to eat during recess.luckily during mt get some kueh.after a few mcg of 'gadoh'..finally we r ok.thank god!so happi!so mushy sei him.reali made me smile.haa.sumtimes bcoz of him.i reali2 cud frget **.hmm..
den mt..tk uat presentation..psal no more time.but SO HAPPI..Dapat mkan kueh!
todae tlg my mommy msak.if nt cannot play the lappy.so help alreadi.play the lappy lorh.
mayb tmrw dunwan to go to skul.lazy.gt hair n attire check.n i haven finish the home econ pojek.
hmm..=)

well..since syaf n me berpendapat tat people will dun hav much time to read our blog..

so might as well..pour everiting out!yeah!haa..

woohoo..its 1 august!!cant wait fer nex week!

kk..

here it goes..

1. yesterdae mcg2 wif fauzee...till 11 plus..planing to meet.tis fri.da lame tk meet dier.haa..n we talk bout a topik..but i guess i dont understand wat we r we toking about.haha
2. early morning went to skul,like usual saw **.
3. history lesson.mr ong so funni!mrning2 laugh alreadi..hahah..he thought a ladyee was speaking on the mike..but it was our vp..haa.
4. eng.we get 2 chocs each frm mrs goh!doing the topic compare n contrast..so good!
5. todae unlucky sei..sumting unexpected happen to me..luckily gt my beg.
6. adeq have talked to syafiq alreadi..he was walking wif his fwen..finish mt i tink.he told us to be prepared coz todae he want to hear our voices. he haven hear bfore.i prepared alreadi but didnt get a chance to talked to him..haish2..but its ok..mayb nex time..wateva it is..ive talked to ** bfore alreadi..hee..
7. skul finish.we go home straight.i watch 'a cinderella story' while waiting fr syaf to finish playing the lappy..i cried like usual..the movie so touching sei..syu so emotional..haa..den feel like i wan a boifiee again..haha..
8. suddenli ** came to my mind..well..i juz wan to b fren wif him..dunno why so difficult sei..coz waiting fer him is like waiting for the rain in a drought-useless n dissapointing.haa.n btw..** cut his hair..hahah..
9. si hazman sec 1 ckp nk tegoh kt skul..tk tegoh2 pon..hahah
10. and aiyo..my pw8 low..$1.10 onli..haish2..hw to mcg my fwenz den..
11. adeq jahat..she told hidayah,huda n insyirah wat i've done at home..i sing ' apa rahsia kecantikankan mu..fernie..'oso she wan to tel..den they laugh..jad bahan ktawe skejap..hahah..
12. aru plan tknk g skola bsok..tmrw must do the presentation thingy..gt math remedial..boring sei..but huda suruh pegi..she help us to do the presentation thing..dun hav powerpoint difficult sei..hmm..

chaoz!=)